Sep 18, 2004 23:24
Well tonight downtown wasnt worth my time. I should have just went to the Gym. I mean nothing happend really. Anyway i saw this guy from my past Jose. Found out i don't hate him as much as I pretend. I don't know, I think the only person I really don't like out of all the people I " don't like" is Jessie the whore. I don't hate Cameron, I don't hate um... anyone really. I can't remember anyone me and qweene talk about other then those few. I don't hate zack, i just got tiard of carrying our friendship. I have gotten allot of those ME sided friendships. THe ones that took all of me for it to exsist. So yea, and most of the people i don't care for on a regular basis I only care for when I see. It's one of those out of site out of mine things. anyway it's all irrelevent and wont really matter in a year so i'm not tripping. Qweens not super upset with me, and if so i can't do anything about that, all i can do is understand why and be there for him when he decides to no longer be upset with me.
One sided friendships... no longer theamericanXP