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time flies, i have been here for a mth plus, and exams results are to be released next week apparently,
it is damn scary to see my results overseas, cos i have no one to call to whine about it or no one to tell me it will be ok!
and i am so bored here, life is a bore, i have to cook daily! i need some life is what i wanna say and know what! i feel like crying cos i am so bored, and why do i say i am fine and no one believes me? When i say i am fine i am really fine 7/8 of the time, cos when i am not i usually whine it out, complain, talk things through and sort out everything and be happy again if you make me smile!
so try believing that when i say i am fine and ok! i really am!
even when you say words that hurt, or your actions or decisions when it hurt, i really am ok even though it hurts, cos truthfully my team of friends which i am blessed with makes me feel ok! i will talk to them and they will help me think logically and sort things out and make me laugh with their rubbish squabbles and stuff that i will be fine. but maybe a word from you will solve it faster, just tell me everything will be ok will you, not just you, rather everybody especially if i have a list of worries for you, tell me you will make the right decision and that you will be happy with whatever choice you make, cos even though we might not agree but cos of love, cos of friendship i will support every decision you make, or rather we will !
i am confused at points, but to lazy to sort my thoughts out, gonna read my book soon:) it will tell me ans!
it is damn scary to see my results overseas, cos i have no one to call to whine about it or no one to tell me it will be ok!
and i am so bored here, life is a bore, i have to cook daily! i need some life is what i wanna say and know what! i feel like crying cos i am so bored, and why do i say i am fine and no one believes me? When i say i am fine i am really fine 7/8 of the time, cos when i am not i usually whine it out, complain, talk things through and sort out everything and be happy again if you make me smile!
so try believing that when i say i am fine and ok! i really am!
even when you say words that hurt, or your actions or decisions when it hurt, i really am ok even though it hurts, cos truthfully my team of friends which i am blessed with makes me feel ok! i will talk to them and they will help me think logically and sort things out and make me laugh with their rubbish squabbles and stuff that i will be fine. but maybe a word from you will solve it faster, just tell me everything will be ok will you, not just you, rather everybody especially if i have a list of worries for you, tell me you will make the right decision and that you will be happy with whatever choice you make, cos even though we might not agree but cos of love, cos of friendship i will support every decision you make, or rather we will !
i am confused at points, but to lazy to sort my thoughts out, gonna read my book soon:) it will tell me ans!