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[thealmost]

these next few weeks are going to be horrible. summer's off to such a shitty start. steve's leaving today to go to lake anna until friday (i would be going with him if i didn't sneak behind my parents back, get caught, lie about it, then get caught for lying...) then he's going to senior week until the 17th, then leaving a few days later to go to va beach for like 5 days. i understand that he's kind of obligated to go to lake anna and va beach since it's with his dad for fishing trips, but senior week inbetween those. he said he might come home from senior week early if it sucks. i started crying last night when i was saying bye to him, what made it worse was he started getting really choked up too :\ i can't stand the thought of him not being here. i mean sure i'll get to talk to him everyday and stuff, but what if something happens and i need him? he's not 10 minutes away. i don't know. i can't wait until he's back and i can just lay around with him.

steve's graduation was yesterday. it wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be. patrick vest (i went to st. peter's with him, and he was in a 4 wheeler accident earlier this year and is paralyzed from the waist down) was actually there, originally the doctors said he couldn't go, but i guess they changed their minds, it was so cool though, when they brought him up on stage to get his diploma and he got a standing ovation. i was so good to see steve walk across that stage, i'm so proud of him.

oh, i found 2 3-leaf clovers today. :] & it's me & steve's 8 months