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i never update anymore...sorry.
school is almost over. thank freaking god. i'm so over junior year, i can't wait to be a senior and start getting ready for college. i hate that i have this "i don't give a fuck" attitude right now because that's going to make it hard for me the care when it comes to studying for finals, so i'm probably going to bomb finals which is going to screw me over even more when it comes to grades. i haven't gotten my scores yet from the 5/06 sats, i think i get them in like...a week and a half, whenever 5/30 is. summer's almost here though. i can't wait :]
i quit walgreen's again. i was pretty much like "fuck you, i quit" except in a nicer way (i turned around right after and applied at cvs, but only because i was pissed and to shut my mom up). that place got so ridiculous, i just couldn't stand it anymore. butttt i quit without notice, so that kinda sucks(?)
flipside was like 2 weeks ago. and it was lots of fun. got to see a lot of people plusss i got to spend the entire day with my boy ♥. we had to leave before mae and mcs though, because it started raining and steve's car pretty much hates the rain and i didn't want it to die on the beltway.
me & steve have been super good. he makes me so happy and it amazes me that i still get the nervous-excited butterflies whenever he's coming over and i'm with him. i love having someone that i can pour my heart out too and love with everything inside of me and receive that same love in return.
so i'm officially the lamest/laziest person on the earth and never finished all my hours for my permit in time so it expired (like a month ago!) so i'm going this weekend to get it renewed, and i'm praying, like for real praying that i don't have to hold it for another 6 months. but if i do the only person i can be mad at is myself. sheeeeeesh :\
i've finally figured out the one thing that i really really want. i guess it could be a birthday present, but that's for like another 2 months. i want someone close to me, anyone, to make me a scrapbook/journal of everything we've been through together. i was someone to seriously suprise me with something little like a picnic with all our favorite foods where we can laugh and joke about the goofiest things. i want someone to make me a mix cd with songs that remind them of me. because i really want to see what i mean to people. i always think of that...if i was to die tomorrow, who would be affected? who would come to my funeral? who cares about me enough to do anything possible to remember me? like i said, i'm really lame, but it's something i've always wanted and i've done for other people but i've never had done for me. just a thought.
school is almost over. thank freaking god. i'm so over junior year, i can't wait to be a senior and start getting ready for college. i hate that i have this "i don't give a fuck" attitude right now because that's going to make it hard for me the care when it comes to studying for finals, so i'm probably going to bomb finals which is going to screw me over even more when it comes to grades. i haven't gotten my scores yet from the 5/06 sats, i think i get them in like...a week and a half, whenever 5/30 is. summer's almost here though. i can't wait :]
i quit walgreen's again. i was pretty much like "fuck you, i quit" except in a nicer way (i turned around right after and applied at cvs, but only because i was pissed and to shut my mom up). that place got so ridiculous, i just couldn't stand it anymore. butttt i quit without notice, so that kinda sucks(?)
flipside was like 2 weeks ago. and it was lots of fun. got to see a lot of people plusss i got to spend the entire day with my boy ♥. we had to leave before mae and mcs though, because it started raining and steve's car pretty much hates the rain and i didn't want it to die on the beltway.
me & steve have been super good. he makes me so happy and it amazes me that i still get the nervous-excited butterflies whenever he's coming over and i'm with him. i love having someone that i can pour my heart out too and love with everything inside of me and receive that same love in return.
so i'm officially the lamest/laziest person on the earth and never finished all my hours for my permit in time so it expired (like a month ago!) so i'm going this weekend to get it renewed, and i'm praying, like for real praying that i don't have to hold it for another 6 months. but if i do the only person i can be mad at is myself. sheeeeeesh :\
i've finally figured out the one thing that i really really want. i guess it could be a birthday present, but that's for like another 2 months. i want someone close to me, anyone, to make me a scrapbook/journal of everything we've been through together. i was someone to seriously suprise me with something little like a picnic with all our favorite foods where we can laugh and joke about the goofiest things. i want someone to make me a mix cd with songs that remind them of me. because i really want to see what i mean to people. i always think of that...if i was to die tomorrow, who would be affected? who would come to my funeral? who cares about me enough to do anything possible to remember me? like i said, i'm really lame, but it's something i've always wanted and i've done for other people but i've never had done for me. just a thought.