*le sigh*
So I'm back in ye ole shit hole (i.e. Rio Rathole)
I am heartbroken and depressed
and already having people needing some sort of support. Dude I got home 2 hours ago. =_=; and then they pull the usual manipulative "oh but i know you don't care"
whatever.
run to you're fucking boyfriends and husbands and better friends if that's all you want to do.
Today i have no energy. Today fucking sucks.
I had to let go of the best thing that has happened to me to come back to be miserable.
I have to watch him fade away because he's so upset by my absense.
Anyway...
I'm doing my usual activities as before. Reading Tolkien (still havent finished). Watching a movie called "Horsemen" and drinking Jack in the crack and Pizza Slut food. Spying. Being Nosey.
so.... Yea. I don't advice anyone to call me today. Maybe tomorrow. Tomorrow would be better.
I am heartbroken and depressed
and already having people needing some sort of support. Dude I got home 2 hours ago. =_=; and then they pull the usual manipulative "oh but i know you don't care"
whatever.
run to you're fucking boyfriends and husbands and better friends if that's all you want to do.
Today i have no energy. Today fucking sucks.
I had to let go of the best thing that has happened to me to come back to be miserable.
I have to watch him fade away because he's so upset by my absense.
Anyway...
I'm doing my usual activities as before. Reading Tolkien (still havent finished). Watching a movie called "Horsemen" and drinking Jack in the crack and Pizza Slut food. Spying. Being Nosey.
so.... Yea. I don't advice anyone to call me today. Maybe tomorrow. Tomorrow would be better.