Aug 17, 2004 10:52
event?
it's so wierd how i sort of don't like it here and sort of love it... howcan you want to live in a place where there are homeless almost everywhere, where flowers are poisonness, where the streets and sidewalks are dirty, where...
but the houses, are so pretty and brightly colored, there are so many flowers, bright colored ones. and fucking Trader Joe's.
i've been to two AA meetings with my brother. makes me feel better about him going there, i guess. i mean, now that i've sen what they do and the kind of environment it is. it just seems really loving. but also sad.
1984 just reminds me of sex.