Mar 31, 2005 11:36
So, lookin forward to nothing...i think i just have a lot of built up hate. Hate for so many things i just brushed beside me for the longest time. I just want to smash something beautiful....and i will...cause im beautiful....well, to some people. To others, well...we know where they stand...
im sorry for all the hurt i caused people, really. I never intentially meant to do it, but it just happened. Well, some of it was intetional, just cause i thought you were intentionally trying to hurt me.
Oh summertime...Every wonder why spring is so rainy? Its cause of the earth...but in a more emo sense, its because of all the hurt throughout the year...before you start over again, you have to cry it all away.
A life without me is beautiful. A life with me is infinitely more. A life knowing me, but not having me is the worst pain youll feel. I hope she was worth it.