I can`t take this anymore.

[thea007]

Love is feeling something really special for another. Not caring about mistakes and faults, but looking over them. Love is feeling warmth and safety under those people`s arms. Love is looking at the stars for no particular reason and wishing that you will always be together. Love is smiling when you think about that other person, just THINKING about them. Love is when you feel this tingling where your heart is when you see that person and you feel it beat faster and faster as they come closer. Love is feeling nervous months after you`ve gotten close to each other. Love is dreaming every night about that person. Love is when reality is better then your dreams because that person is there for you in your life and always will be. Love is missing that person when they`re gone, even for a few minutes. Love is singing and dancing and laughing with that person, cause you know it`s all for fun and games, and you know that person will never laugh at you, but with you. Love is being sweet and caring and understanding of the other person. Finally, love is being in love, no matter what the circumstance or state of mind. And one last thing, to sum this all up.. love to me.. is you.

This "break" or whatever we`re going through. I`m ending it. I can`t take it anymore. I love him so much and it`s not working out like this. I want him to be my boyfriend again. I want us to be together. I made a fucking HORRIBLE mistake. And I`m gonna make it right, whatever it takes. I love you, Jason. With every breath I take<3