update..
Okay so last night.. Jason dumped me cause he thought we fought too much and I`d be happier without him. That`s complete bullshit, cause I`m so HAPPY when I`m with him. There`s no one else that can put a smile on my face like he does. He`s so special to me. And I just couldn`t stop crying last night. But he regretted it. And.. I can`t let him go like that. I really can`t. Cause it`s love. I love him. No matter what happens. And I gave him a choice. If he`d like to make it up to me, he could take me out for dinner tonight and we could talk. And if he didn`t want to, then he could just forget about me. He wants me back.. and I want him back. Sometimes I smack myself for being such a sucker.. but that`s what love is, isn`t it? Haa.
Today has just been so bad! I can`t even begin to describe. My friends were there for me though and for that, I love them<3 But everyone else who was comming up to me asking me what was wrong.. SERIOUSLY. Just step off!!! It`s none of your business. It got me soo upset. And then this bitch took away my cell phone. I got a C- on my math test. Jason wasn`t even AT SCHOOL. All I could do was think about him and cry. My dad got the John Mayer CDs and DVDs and he won`t fucking GIVE THEM TO ME unless I get all A`s & B`s on my report card. Yeah fucking fat chance. I hate school. I can`t deal anymore.
So tonight. I get to see him. I`m nervous and anxious and excited. Somehow I know I`ll be running up to him, crying on his shoulder. That`s all I need. His touch. ♥
Today has just been so bad! I can`t even begin to describe. My friends were there for me though and for that, I love them<3 But everyone else who was comming up to me asking me what was wrong.. SERIOUSLY. Just step off!!! It`s none of your business. It got me soo upset. And then this bitch took away my cell phone. I got a C- on my math test. Jason wasn`t even AT SCHOOL. All I could do was think about him and cry. My dad got the John Mayer CDs and DVDs and he won`t fucking GIVE THEM TO ME unless I get all A`s & B`s on my report card. Yeah fucking fat chance. I hate school. I can`t deal anymore.
So tonight. I get to see him. I`m nervous and anxious and excited. Somehow I know I`ll be running up to him, crying on his shoulder. That`s all I need. His touch. ♥