so take these words and sing out loud
i know it makes aj mad when i go months upon months without actually writing anything of any relevance about what i do everyday.. or even of interest for that matter.. so i'm going to try right now. I realize what i'm going to end up writing about in this entry wont be shocking or even a little bit amusing, but hey, atleast i'm putting together full sentences right? right. Just a suggestion-- it might make it more bearable to read if you say this entry outloud.. i dont know, it works for me!?
Is it bad that i still haven't been able to watch the show on DVD yet? Now, i wont admit to sobbing while watching the slideshow at the end, but i will admit that it made me quite upset which caused me to make the decision that i wont allow myself to watch the whole show until after auditions for spring have already taken place. My reasoning for this? Well, if i'm preoccupied with the spring show and am seeing most of the same people each and every day again (as well as falling back into my love of a schedule), i figure i won't miss the old show and cast so much. It really seems stupid, i'll give you that much, but i'm a sucker for schedule and tightknit groups of friends.
How's school been going? ehh, it goes. I finally got all my grades up to different forms of A's, but hey, it works for me. I have one more week to keep it like this, including midterms, otherwise it's back down to "close, but no cigar." I've never hated that expression more in my entire life than i have this past year. It's disgusting that this year is already half over.. i dont really know if disgusting is the right word choice in my description of the passing of the school year, but to me, it really really works. If you've read any of my entries before, you know how dependent i am on schedule, patterns, and social interactions with the same groups of people each day. Now that semester one is over, that means psych and advance topics is over. I wont miss topics, it was a boring easy-A class that really seemed like just a waste of time. The only time i really got anything out of it was when Ham asked ash and i to write and do the entire final for the class (that should tell you something about the class in itself). It was painful and time consuming, but it's done and for the past two weeks ash and i haven't done a thing in class. All's well that ends well. On to psych.. not only am i going to die without being in psych everyday (not just because i love the class and the people in it), i'm going to be so god damn bored. Although i'd rather not try and put why i wont survive without psych into any type of sentence structure that can be comprehended by you guys, i'll have you know it just wont work out for me. The only bright side to semester 2's arrival: i have Clunch plus 7th off.. too bad no one else does and i dont have anywhere to go, right? ugh-- thank you guidance.
Have i gotten accepted to any colleges yet? Ofcourse not, i'm still deferred from Emerson The College of Death, but i did send in all my updated stuff (awards, higher gpa, higher class rank, new teacher recs, and publication letters) and a senior portfolio so hopefully they understand how much i want to go there. After all the trouble they've put me through (even though they simply sent home a letter saying "we need more" which im sure was no strenuous effort on their behalf) i dont even know why it seems so special of a college to me anymore. I haven't heard from any other schools yet, probably cause i've only sent in one other app.. but by the day after my 18th birthday (good timing, guys) i should hear from emerson one final time.
What else has been going on? Hmm.. i haven't been the reason for anyones projectile vomitting lately! that's a good start to 06 huh?! Never force the captain down anyones throat if they haven't been to battle with him before = my favorite lesson of 05. I've been to the gym lots and lots per week, pretty sure even the gross lady behind the desk is suprised. I've gotten all my stuff together for costuming Saige and Maggie's show while breaking my vagina bone trying to hop a fence to steal high jump mats from a shed in the woods. It's ok, i didnt need to reproduce in order to save the world or anything... Oh! i was sick for the first time this year. I even went home on a friday night. Trust me, i have to be REAL SICK to go home during the middle of a friday night and stay in bed from 11pm friday to 4:30pm sunday! Umm, i've learned how to the play the card game golf.. or gulf?.. and i'm addicted. It's like smart uno.. when really it's nothing like uno but i like it as much as uno, so therefore, it's similar. I have two gynormous bruises on the insides of my thighs, directly across from each other.. i have no recollection of where they came from, so if you witnessed anything i might have done to cause them.. please call me? I know it really wont make a difference, but i'd like to know what my body has been through. Poor body, i'm so horrible to it.
Well, i think that's pretty much it. I hope you realized that no one should ever complain about me not writing any real updates ever again because this is what happens: lengthy meaningless entries about horrible boring things that lead to no real point.. Happy AJ!? Although i'm sure i could go on forever about things you reallllly dont want to read, but it's monday, the long weekend is over.. and i never cleaned my room, organized my bag, studied for midterms, worked on any college stuff, or touched homework.. you can see how my night is going to be.
Is it bad that i still haven't been able to watch the show on DVD yet? Now, i wont admit to sobbing while watching the slideshow at the end, but i will admit that it made me quite upset which caused me to make the decision that i wont allow myself to watch the whole show until after auditions for spring have already taken place. My reasoning for this? Well, if i'm preoccupied with the spring show and am seeing most of the same people each and every day again (as well as falling back into my love of a schedule), i figure i won't miss the old show and cast so much. It really seems stupid, i'll give you that much, but i'm a sucker for schedule and tightknit groups of friends.
How's school been going? ehh, it goes. I finally got all my grades up to different forms of A's, but hey, it works for me. I have one more week to keep it like this, including midterms, otherwise it's back down to "close, but no cigar." I've never hated that expression more in my entire life than i have this past year. It's disgusting that this year is already half over.. i dont really know if disgusting is the right word choice in my description of the passing of the school year, but to me, it really really works. If you've read any of my entries before, you know how dependent i am on schedule, patterns, and social interactions with the same groups of people each day. Now that semester one is over, that means psych and advance topics is over. I wont miss topics, it was a boring easy-A class that really seemed like just a waste of time. The only time i really got anything out of it was when Ham asked ash and i to write and do the entire final for the class (that should tell you something about the class in itself). It was painful and time consuming, but it's done and for the past two weeks ash and i haven't done a thing in class. All's well that ends well. On to psych.. not only am i going to die without being in psych everyday (not just because i love the class and the people in it), i'm going to be so god damn bored. Although i'd rather not try and put why i wont survive without psych into any type of sentence structure that can be comprehended by you guys, i'll have you know it just wont work out for me. The only bright side to semester 2's arrival: i have Clunch plus 7th off.. too bad no one else does and i dont have anywhere to go, right? ugh-- thank you guidance.
Have i gotten accepted to any colleges yet? Ofcourse not, i'm still deferred from Emerson The College of Death, but i did send in all my updated stuff (awards, higher gpa, higher class rank, new teacher recs, and publication letters) and a senior portfolio so hopefully they understand how much i want to go there. After all the trouble they've put me through (even though they simply sent home a letter saying "we need more" which im sure was no strenuous effort on their behalf) i dont even know why it seems so special of a college to me anymore. I haven't heard from any other schools yet, probably cause i've only sent in one other app.. but by the day after my 18th birthday (good timing, guys) i should hear from emerson one final time.
What else has been going on? Hmm.. i haven't been the reason for anyones projectile vomitting lately! that's a good start to 06 huh?! Never force the captain down anyones throat if they haven't been to battle with him before = my favorite lesson of 05. I've been to the gym lots and lots per week, pretty sure even the gross lady behind the desk is suprised. I've gotten all my stuff together for costuming Saige and Maggie's show while breaking my vagina bone trying to hop a fence to steal high jump mats from a shed in the woods. It's ok, i didnt need to reproduce in order to save the world or anything... Oh! i was sick for the first time this year. I even went home on a friday night. Trust me, i have to be REAL SICK to go home during the middle of a friday night and stay in bed from 11pm friday to 4:30pm sunday! Umm, i've learned how to the play the card game golf.. or gulf?.. and i'm addicted. It's like smart uno.. when really it's nothing like uno but i like it as much as uno, so therefore, it's similar. I have two gynormous bruises on the insides of my thighs, directly across from each other.. i have no recollection of where they came from, so if you witnessed anything i might have done to cause them.. please call me? I know it really wont make a difference, but i'd like to know what my body has been through. Poor body, i'm so horrible to it.
Well, i think that's pretty much it. I hope you realized that no one should ever complain about me not writing any real updates ever again because this is what happens: lengthy meaningless entries about horrible boring things that lead to no real point.. Happy AJ!? Although i'm sure i could go on forever about things you reallllly dont want to read, but it's monday, the long weekend is over.. and i never cleaned my room, organized my bag, studied for midterms, worked on any college stuff, or touched homework.. you can see how my night is going to be.