Smile if you are Gay
At Daniels with Lauren, Daniel, Dylan, Cassandra and some of Daniel's friends. Lauren drove us to the U District to go to the Rabbit Hole. It's a decent Hookah bar. Got Mint and one Vanilla. Really nice.
I am really looking forward to going home in a week and a half. I love this school, I love this city, and I love these people, but I need a break. I need to get away from some stuff and gain some perspective. I am losing a sense of myself and need a good grounding to regain it. I feel used and stepped on here, and I have been, more than just this recent situation. I don't want to be bitter, I want to continue being a generous person, but if I keep getting taken advantage of I am afraid I will close myself off.
Well, I am glad that it is a three day weekend, but all this free time makes me lonely and spend to much money.
I am really looking forward to going home in a week and a half. I love this school, I love this city, and I love these people, but I need a break. I need to get away from some stuff and gain some perspective. I am losing a sense of myself and need a good grounding to regain it. I feel used and stepped on here, and I have been, more than just this recent situation. I don't want to be bitter, I want to continue being a generous person, but if I keep getting taken advantage of I am afraid I will close myself off.
Well, I am glad that it is a three day weekend, but all this free time makes me lonely and spend to much money.