Feb 09, 2005 02:30
wow i can't believe i'm finally legal drinking age. Sound stupid but it's a day at one point i never thought i would reach.
i am happy and impressed with myself.
i went to the empire state building today, I met a cute melbourne, aussie boy who accompanied me way up to the top to get some perspective on where i am. It was really nice and something i hope i can continue to do. then I went to dinner with the fabulous molly greenwood, she gave me a really cute card and an AMAZING vegan banana cream chocolate chip cream pie. What a great lady.
As much as as I am still adjusting to this crazy ever changing environment and I still haven't quite gotten a hold on anything, everything is so different and lonely...
I am so god damn lucky.
I am lucky for Gretchen KEith Molly jesse/savvy-work friends. I am sooooooo god damn luck for these people. I know i sometimes seem to take you guys for granted in my ackward stages of change I love you guys and I'm really super lucky to have friends like you. Thank yo for one of the best birthdays I've had so far!
ps-I heart marissa and miss you!
pps-dont worry it doesn't actually bother me that you guys didn't call, I kind of expected it. maybe it is time for me to let go of my tight grasp of love ad respect for you few that never saw this and never really felt the same way back. i love you still.