Are you breathing now?
"Oh my God, I can't deny this
I've been tryin just to kill and fight this
to bury this deeper where nobody can find this
cause nobody wanted to know."
I am severely fucked up at times.
God I hate big decisions... I absolutely loathe them.
I'd prefer to put them off and not look deal with any of it again.
It's all so wierd and surreal but... also it just doesn't seem like something that I would have to deal with.
Yet I manage to get myself into these things so I suppose I've gotta deal somehow.
I can't please everyone and I doubt I can completely please myself in this one.
No matter what I decide I'm going to regret some part of it later on and I can't just remain static because that will just create more problems.
Sonofa bitch I wish there were 3 of me. Would make everything so much simpler.
"I hate myself sometimes... I love myself.
I need this way of life because it holds me."
I've been tryin just to kill and fight this
to bury this deeper where nobody can find this
cause nobody wanted to know."
I am severely fucked up at times.
God I hate big decisions... I absolutely loathe them.
I'd prefer to put them off and not look deal with any of it again.
It's all so wierd and surreal but... also it just doesn't seem like something that I would have to deal with.
Yet I manage to get myself into these things so I suppose I've gotta deal somehow.
I can't please everyone and I doubt I can completely please myself in this one.
No matter what I decide I'm going to regret some part of it later on and I can't just remain static because that will just create more problems.
Sonofa bitch I wish there were 3 of me. Would make everything so much simpler.
"I hate myself sometimes... I love myself.
I need this way of life because it holds me."