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[the_wise_wyn]

Man, I can't do it.

I just can't get myself together.

I hate myself

I hate how I'm weak, how I'm messed up
I hate how I can't just get everything together and do what I'm "supposed" to be able to do.

I need 2500 words. I have 240. mostly notes. and web addresses.

man I suck.

I don't even know how to write in this journal anymore.

I'm not myself anymore, I don't know who the fuck I am. I can't even seem to write anything at all. I dont understand even my own thoughts anymore.