Sep 06, 2005 20:57
I've decided that "Poison Oak" by Bright Eyes is my favorite song.
I keep having these panic attacks, where I start breathing too fast and eventually pass out. And I don't know why it's happening to me.
Last night I did something I haven't done in a long time, and it felt good.
My mom said that she wanted to take me to the emergency room tonight, but I'm still not sure exactly why she said that.
I didn't go to school today because I'm sick, and I kept passing out. I still have homework to do.
For the first time in my life, I know exactly what I want. But I just can't have it.