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and its alllll so easy to hide.
im totally disgusted with myself.
im a ruiner and a problem.

"eww."
"never say that to me ever again."
"if she wont let you hang up maybe you have a problem."
"bitch."

you dont even realize the weapon you posess within your mouth.
you dont even realize your ability to distroy me.
i dont even realize how i always destroy myself.

five thousand compliments cannot out do a stab like that

i think of my self in very low reguards...
gross.
a problem.
disgusting.

s.m