well............
There are somthings that I need to get out here.
1) how come people say they care about you and and silly shit like that and ignor you like your a nigger with aids.......?
2) when ever I start up a band and/or get one going I get dropped like a bad habbit.......? maybe it's a hint huh
3) when I get drunk why does EVERYONE want to start shit with me......? Do I threaten everyone that much they have to act all big and bad?
4) why does everyone expect everything from me and when I don't do it they get all pissed, but when I need something from them they just don't have the time............
These are the questions that are runnin my mind is circles and causing me mass confustion. People say one thing like thier my best friend or thier my brother or thier my family or something like that and all I get outta of it is NOTHING....... they say they wanta hang out but no call back when I call.... it's just gettin old and I'm sick of excuses cuz I've heard them all...... I wish I get into a car wreck, shot by a nigger, fall of the roof and break my neck, or anything that will kill me cuz I hate whats going on in my life and I've tryed to change it but it just gets worse and worse, and by the way a friend of the family and my uncle just died ain't life fuckin grand ...................
1) how come people say they care about you and and silly shit like that and ignor you like your a nigger with aids.......?
2) when ever I start up a band and/or get one going I get dropped like a bad habbit.......? maybe it's a hint huh
3) when I get drunk why does EVERYONE want to start shit with me......? Do I threaten everyone that much they have to act all big and bad?
4) why does everyone expect everything from me and when I don't do it they get all pissed, but when I need something from them they just don't have the time............
These are the questions that are runnin my mind is circles and causing me mass confustion. People say one thing like thier my best friend or thier my brother or thier my family or something like that and all I get outta of it is NOTHING....... they say they wanta hang out but no call back when I call.... it's just gettin old and I'm sick of excuses cuz I've heard them all...... I wish I get into a car wreck, shot by a nigger, fall of the roof and break my neck, or anything that will kill me cuz I hate whats going on in my life and I've tryed to change it but it just gets worse and worse, and by the way a friend of the family and my uncle just died ain't life fuckin grand ...................