this is what is in my head
Well I like to help people out but when I need help or something everyone just say yea I'll help and then not come by or make up an excuse for not being able to help. And why does everybody come to me for help? I have too m,any problems of my own and I need to sort them out. I need to get my shit done 1st then I'll help you with yours SOOO BACK OFF ! ! ! ! FUCK ! see what I mean it's really getting on my nerves. I don't want sound rude or rash but shit come on this is my time and not my time to help you. What are you going to do when I'm not here to help? YOU HAVE TO LEARN sometime and what better time than now? And I don't get to see Kat all that much lately ...... :-( I got so much going on I just don't have the energy or the time really to see her but for only a few hours every other day...... I feel like an ass hole for that but I have so much going on it's getting me all tired and wore out...... I love her butttaaaa..... things aren't going the way I would like them to go but hey what ever does go the way we want. Hopefully things will change and if not I'll STILL WORK ON THEM to get them to...... well thats it for today ..... PEACE !