A note to people.
I want my FUCKING FRIENDS BACK!
I want this petty squabbling to end, I want these stupid fights to stop, and I want to be able to hang out with the people I care about most.
I'm sorry for what happened a few months ago. I try to apologize, and you just shut me out to the world. You walk away when I have my hand outstretched and when I say I'm sorry. I want this to just end damnit! I want to chill, and shoot the shit, and just fucking be normal!
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FORGIVE!
I'm hurting as bad as you guys are, I just can't show it cause I'm fucked in the head still. I want to let everything loose around you guys but I can't. Because something always comes up. Whether it be someone else, or something for that matter, I can't. And I want to, I just want to let it all flow out in the form of anger, tears, frustration, and I don't know...
MAYBE EVEN BE ABLE TO FUCKING FEEL FOR ONCE!
If you don't want to talk to me, give me a fucking reason.
LAY INTO ME IF YOU NEED TO! BECAUSE I KNOW I FUCKING NEED IT!
I tried tonight man, I tried... I want to say I'm sorry to your face, not your back. Because, if you can't forgive or forget... Then you aren't a real human being. I'm sorry man, I really am. I just want you to realize it. And ignoring me won't fucking do it.
TELL ME WHAT I'VE DONE WRONG.
Because if I can feel your pain, then maybe we can heal... y'know man? Have it be like old times... Times we had... just a couple of months ago...
Happy St. Patricks day.
Cody
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I want this petty squabbling to end, I want these stupid fights to stop, and I want to be able to hang out with the people I care about most.
I'm sorry for what happened a few months ago. I try to apologize, and you just shut me out to the world. You walk away when I have my hand outstretched and when I say I'm sorry. I want this to just end damnit! I want to chill, and shoot the shit, and just fucking be normal!
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FORGIVE!
I'm hurting as bad as you guys are, I just can't show it cause I'm fucked in the head still. I want to let everything loose around you guys but I can't. Because something always comes up. Whether it be someone else, or something for that matter, I can't. And I want to, I just want to let it all flow out in the form of anger, tears, frustration, and I don't know...
MAYBE EVEN BE ABLE TO FUCKING FEEL FOR ONCE!
If you don't want to talk to me, give me a fucking reason.
LAY INTO ME IF YOU NEED TO! BECAUSE I KNOW I FUCKING NEED IT!
I tried tonight man, I tried... I want to say I'm sorry to your face, not your back. Because, if you can't forgive or forget... Then you aren't a real human being. I'm sorry man, I really am. I just want you to realize it. And ignoring me won't fucking do it.
TELL ME WHAT I'VE DONE WRONG.
Because if I can feel your pain, then maybe we can heal... y'know man? Have it be like old times... Times we had... just a couple of months ago...
Happy St. Patricks day.
Cody
P.S. Comments are screened.