So it's late?

Oct 21, 2005 01:31

"This Is A Call"

She fooled all of her friends into thinking she's so strong, but she still sleeps with her
light on, and she acts like It's all right on, as she smiles again her mother lies there sick
with cancer, and her friends don't understand her, she's a question without answers, who feels
like falling apart. She knows, she's so much more than worthless, but she needs to find her
purpose, she wonders what she did to deserve this and..

She's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, ' Cause everytime I fall down, I
reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm asking
you, to show me what this life is all about.

He tells everyone a story, because he feels his life is boring, and he fights so you won't
ignore him, because that's his biggest fear, and he cries, but you'll rarely see him do it. He
loves, but he's scared to use it. So he hides behind the music, cause he likes it that way. He
knows, He's so much more than worthless, he needs to find the surface, because he's starting to
get nervous.

He's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, ' Cause everytime I fall down, I
reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm asking
you, to show me what this life is all about.

Have you ever felt this way before? 'cause I don't wanna hide here anymore. Take me to place
where nothing's wrong and thanks for coming, shut the door. They say someone out there sees us,
Well if you're real then save me Jesus, cause I've been here for far too long. I wasn't meant
to feel alone.

And now I'm calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, 'Cause everytime I fall
down, I reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm
asking you, to show me what this life is all about.

Show me what this life is all about
Show me what this life is all about

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I heard this song before, but I recently heard it again when coming back from an expedition to Buffalo Wild Wings. That bolded passage seems to hit close. Then again I might be going batty, but I highly doubt it.

I'm still that person... that insecure, scared, and worrying little boy I was back in high school. More importantly, my first few days in high school. I just threw it way down deep inside my id and it only begins re-emerging when I feel depressed.

Is that the real me? Or is the tough exterior that I've built around the me we all know and love? :-p

I dunno. But hey, work is in a few hours and its a casual day. Collared shirt and blue jeans baby!!!

Plus today seemed to be a downward spiral the left me an option to sleep it away, which I gladly, yet somewhat sadly took.

See Y'all,
Cody

P.S. TLIMI with the song. ;-)
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