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Well....that's that. She broke up with me. She needs a *break* so that she can *figure things out* in her life. And I wasn't being anything but a hindrance to that. Apparently. Supposedly. According to her.
And this is the part where I crumble into 420598346730895 pieces.
Candice, you were right. And I guess we both knew it all along, but stupid me, I had to figure it out the hard way. I wish you could understand how sorry I really am for everything. I've been crying more tonight about what happened between us than what just happened with Jess. I hope that you can forgive me, if you haven't already. And I hope things are never completely over between us. You were the best friend I ever had and I've missed you so much. I'm sorry I couldn't be the friend that you needed me to be, or that you hoped I would be. But I still want to be something to you. If that's possible. I love you...
And this is the part where I crumble into 420598346730895 pieces.
Candice, you were right. And I guess we both knew it all along, but stupid me, I had to figure it out the hard way. I wish you could understand how sorry I really am for everything. I've been crying more tonight about what happened between us than what just happened with Jess. I hope that you can forgive me, if you haven't already. And I hope things are never completely over between us. You were the best friend I ever had and I've missed you so much. I'm sorry I couldn't be the friend that you needed me to be, or that you hoped I would be. But I still want to be something to you. If that's possible. I love you...