please keep holding on to me...
I'm realizing many things:
- I'm definitely not a city girl. Seattle was great. I am so happy i was able to go. It's a beautiful area, and yes the sun does come out. It's difficult for me to go around a city, explore, and enjoy myself. Some things were really cool though such as the Pike Place Market and the Underground Tour learning about the history of Seattle. Other than that, the downtown area wasn't very special for me. We did a lot of awesome things while I was there, but I was just happy to spend time with my sister. I miss hanging out with her. Except I swear she is going to kill me someday with her driving...
- I hate violence, fighting, weapons, etc. I really don't know how i turned out this way but i am. I guess its not a bad thing though. I bring this up because on the highway driving home yesterday, there were army vehicles that i passed and in the back of a few of them, i saw some guys sitting with guns. Guns terrify me and for some reason it really bothered me seeing them with guns. Also, everyone loves watching fights at hockey games, but whenever i go to one, i can't stand watching players fight. it disturbs me.
- It is extremely difficult for me to walk through campus listening to the spill canvas and not feel the need to bust out singing along. i love their music and can't help but want to sing to it.
- Very soon, i may not have a reason to go back to whitehall. yeah, maybe to visit friends, but i doubt that'll happen often. my mom is moving out soon and i'll have nothing left in whitehall. i'll have family and friends in michigan still but not going back to whitehall and the same house i've lived in my entire life? yeah, thats just weird, nay scary to me.
- I like to stick to whats familiar. But i think a lot of people do. I want to try and branch out and find a different job for the summer but going back up to magic sky is sounding more tempting everyday. If i go back there i'd like to be head wrangler or even riding director. but its difficult for me to want to go for riding director because i know how much responsibility that is. i want to stick with what i know, but i should really suck it up and try more responsibility. i guess i don't have enough confidence in myself that i can do that job. i want more responsibility, but is that too much? who knows, i may not even be able to get that position because i'm not qualified for it.
ok good day.
- I'm definitely not a city girl. Seattle was great. I am so happy i was able to go. It's a beautiful area, and yes the sun does come out. It's difficult for me to go around a city, explore, and enjoy myself. Some things were really cool though such as the Pike Place Market and the Underground Tour learning about the history of Seattle. Other than that, the downtown area wasn't very special for me. We did a lot of awesome things while I was there, but I was just happy to spend time with my sister. I miss hanging out with her. Except I swear she is going to kill me someday with her driving...
- I hate violence, fighting, weapons, etc. I really don't know how i turned out this way but i am. I guess its not a bad thing though. I bring this up because on the highway driving home yesterday, there were army vehicles that i passed and in the back of a few of them, i saw some guys sitting with guns. Guns terrify me and for some reason it really bothered me seeing them with guns. Also, everyone loves watching fights at hockey games, but whenever i go to one, i can't stand watching players fight. it disturbs me.
- It is extremely difficult for me to walk through campus listening to the spill canvas and not feel the need to bust out singing along. i love their music and can't help but want to sing to it.
- Very soon, i may not have a reason to go back to whitehall. yeah, maybe to visit friends, but i doubt that'll happen often. my mom is moving out soon and i'll have nothing left in whitehall. i'll have family and friends in michigan still but not going back to whitehall and the same house i've lived in my entire life? yeah, thats just weird, nay scary to me.
- I like to stick to whats familiar. But i think a lot of people do. I want to try and branch out and find a different job for the summer but going back up to magic sky is sounding more tempting everyday. If i go back there i'd like to be head wrangler or even riding director. but its difficult for me to want to go for riding director because i know how much responsibility that is. i want to stick with what i know, but i should really suck it up and try more responsibility. i guess i don't have enough confidence in myself that i can do that job. i want more responsibility, but is that too much? who knows, i may not even be able to get that position because i'm not qualified for it.
ok good day.