Feb 25, 2007 19:18
damn. i feel like such a terrible person now.
i was actually drunk yesterday night.
ugh. then my sister called brandon(anthony's new love)
god damn i got 3 messages in the morning with people telling me shit.
brandon:
1st text - Don't call my phone again stupid
2nd text - I'm Glad you have nothing to do but call and be stupid and drunk...
3rd text - just stop calling me cause you were drunk and being an idiot and your sis well thats another story thats why.
relationshipsboyfriends piss me off
i wish anthony would just let me live my life right now.
i'm not ready for him and i feel so guilty everyday. sigh
i wouldnt say that i was actually drunk but it felt really weird.
i got buzzed off of Smirnoff(the bitch drink)
it felt goo because i didnt feel anything. i was calm the whole time
its has been a long ass time since i was that calm
but im never gonna drink again[EVER]
haha i was sad a while ago but then i went to James's myspace page and i see im on it and it makes me so happy.
you have no idea
school is awesome! passing everything.
i love hanging out with my friends
aka Vanessa and Va-lekijfvigioeralovejvgbiorahjunvgioaerhg
im gonna start dressing in volcom and all that punk shit.
i really want james to like me
i like the style alot but i just never thought i can pull it off
my sister's house smelled like weed the whole fucking time
i found a huge stash of weed in the computer room
blah blahblahblah blah
i wanna throw another pokemon party!!!
tommorow!!
yay!
haha
NIGGER
someone call/im/txt/message/ me :[