Feb 04, 2007 00:59
i'm sorry....
i dont feel good.
my heart is burning...
i saw the most worst things ever...
i logged onto anthony's myspace...
horrible things....
my whole body is twitching...
i need to talk to somebody...
i cant breathe...
pictures...now i know anthony's anniversary is 17.....
please god.....help....
my life is so terrible....
im sorry everyone if i am depressed all the time...
i cant take it right now...
i wish i was on meds...
anything.....
i really want to punch everything in my room.
i want someone to fucking beat the shit out of me....
bruise me....hit me....
anything to get this out of my head...
i wish my dad could just beat me one more time...
i cant stop twitching......
it hurts....
sigh....
please.....anyone.....help me...
call me....
i'm gonna be awake all night....
i know that....
this is my brother's cell
215-2176
please.....i need help