I'd rather bleed with cuts of love than live without any scars
i had an awesome lww. smuggs was SO fun and amazing and just...awesome. i really need to go back sometime. i hope i can go with mary again. and i wanna see matt again, but that is besides the point. :-P
but then today mom is being distant and angry because i didn't call home the whole time i was there. i guess she wanted me to borrow a phone or use a payphone, but still. i emailed and said that my phone wasn't working, and then mary couldn't use her laptop...ugh. she also thinks my effort isn't good enough on my school work. because i got 2's in effort. 2 is good, 1 is excellent. i can't get 1's in everything! i'm only one person, with lots of classes to manage. ok, so i could be doing better in french, but i think i'm doing really well in everything else. even chem. i understand it now, and i've been going for extra help and trying to get a tutor. i wish bao had given me a 1 instead of a 2. he said he was very pleased with my effort level. :-/ and now i have to deal with mom being pissed. oh well. whatever. it shouldn't matter so much to me what she thinks, only what is good enough for me. that's the improtant thing. arg. the cd is skipping. ok. so where was i? oh yeah. that's about all. guess i'll be working a lot harder now. gotta bring those effort grades back up.
but then today mom is being distant and angry because i didn't call home the whole time i was there. i guess she wanted me to borrow a phone or use a payphone, but still. i emailed and said that my phone wasn't working, and then mary couldn't use her laptop...ugh. she also thinks my effort isn't good enough on my school work. because i got 2's in effort. 2 is good, 1 is excellent. i can't get 1's in everything! i'm only one person, with lots of classes to manage. ok, so i could be doing better in french, but i think i'm doing really well in everything else. even chem. i understand it now, and i've been going for extra help and trying to get a tutor. i wish bao had given me a 1 instead of a 2. he said he was very pleased with my effort level. :-/ and now i have to deal with mom being pissed. oh well. whatever. it shouldn't matter so much to me what she thinks, only what is good enough for me. that's the improtant thing. arg. the cd is skipping. ok. so where was i? oh yeah. that's about all. guess i'll be working a lot harder now. gotta bring those effort grades back up.