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I dont no wat the hell i want in life anymore. School is just something im forced to go to, if i had the choice id drop out, but i got no choice, and i no my friends wuld kill me. Im a senior its almost done. Im not all to happy with my job anymore. I cant find anything i wanna do. I dont no wtf to do...this shit is so hard. I just enjoy being around my friends, and not tied to some stupid job that requires me to work stupid ass shifts. I wanna quit so bad but i need something to fall back on. im going with jen over to american heritage, try to get a job there. 3 to 6 5 days a week. i can handle that. thats like my dream job. weekends off. a few hours during the week. word. Im not in the greatest of moods lately. I just found out my little cuzin matt is in the hospital. Kelly almost died last nite. I miss my nephew so much. my mom told me she talked to him this morning. Im torn between staying in florida with friends, or go back to were nothing ever is wrong.time will tell..i just dont no rite now, and i have no direction...