Jul 07, 2005 05:18
it's been so long.
i wouldn't even know where to begin. time makes its way behind you sometimes.
things are fucked up, and then you tough it out, get your shit together, go through life, figure out everything is bullshit, run from your problems, get away from your problems, get chased down by your problems, but it doesn't matter because by this point you've been through so much more good/bad/real shit that you realize how unimportant and irrelevant everything you were keeping distance from in the first place is, and you sort of wonder where everything went, and you wonder if you did so much worrying before that you don't worry about anything anymore, which would be potentially bad, yet you still manage to get things accomplished and keep a steady happy life for yourself, and you wonder where all the time went, and how you ended up where you are, and things are just sort of going nonstop, but its somehow all ok, and you can't help but be optimistic.
or at least i do.
things are going good right now.
life is pretty ok. thanks for caring.
my head just never stoped being a million places at once.
that about brings us up to date.