the suitcase of a man works against his calloused hands
taking all of his attention away from keeping good intentions.
the lipstick of a lady, can it break her bad streak? maybe.
but it's the jealousy of both that keeps them claiming they're betrothed.
and obviously, so obviously, their lives are locked in tragedy
and the kisses of another can only build a better case.
a miracle, see, in the upholstery - it keeps me in your memory.
and the lines that you've been crossing can be traced upon my face.
i am articulate.
you are so over that.
i am not infinite,
you seem as such, in retrospect.
i loved you, i'll love you, eyes loving you, i love you.
i'll tell you when i tell you, but in doing so, i'll kill you.
last call, don't stall, keep my heart alive.
you fall, i'm small, set our dreams aside for better things, i swear i'll find you better things.
did you really think his face would show you anything that i can't show you?
well obviously little things won't slow you, so i'll just be a phase that you will grow through.
introspective. calm. reminiscent. tired.
that's a combination that could kill anybody, isn't it?
yeah, so the whole "missing people" part of living here is really setting in.
the pictures of prom, the newfound spring love, the rekindled flames, and the quieted wrongs.
sometimes i can't help rhyming. weird.
i hope everyone is doing well. i really do.
i'm not even sure how many people actually read this. if it's no one, it's no one.
i hope you're reading this.
signed a contract with E-Street tonight. guess we'll be their band of the summer. that
feels accomplished, and i'm still finding a way to be stupid tonight and not let myself
enjoy that the way i should be enjoying it. maybe it's the way i can't get my mind off
the fact that if somebody was really watching that way, i'm not only amazed, but scared
and unprepared. i don't know how to handle that.
dmv in the morning to get my california driver's license. wow.
i can't get my mind off the barista. asdfioajsgsfhdlfgkjdfjfgdd.
this is a landmark.
goodnight.
p.s. claudia, i'm sorry i wasn't able to talk. i'll be calling you tomorrow.
out the door.