wedding party
I feel crap. There was some wedding party last night, I went with some friends from work. It was a little phony for me, but I had nothing else to do...
Saturday, yesterday was good though, I met up with a friend from college, to say goodbye and all that before uni, it was nice too see him, but I got a great buzz from saying goodbye to this god damn life. It was three weeks yesterday and counting... I get comfort from that. But anyway. yesterday.
We ended up walking four miles both ways to this party, kinda silly really as I didnt want to go, exchanging smiles with all the part timers and all that. Guess I was just looking for a quiet drink, haha seven pints later BANG! Hit the dance floor. no chris. Guess I better enjoy the time im here and all that, wont be long till I say goodbye, fuckyouall! I've had enough off blank faces. I hate that, when you used to be good friends with someone and they give you that phony look as if to say 'who are you again'? Thats even if you get a look, I got the blank from an old friend on the way to this party. People round here seem to get a little jelous about someone going off to uni, I never get a 'well done' or even 'that will be nice'. Just some sad story about how they failed there course or that they are going to be suck in this same damn town for the rest of there lifes. There's a little something called effort that goes a long way... alittle seems to the the word of the day, if that is a word that is?..
Anyway, yeah I feel crap. And dont feel much like talking to anyone today.
But I got word that the girls back today, so many happy returns and all that.
Saturday, yesterday was good though, I met up with a friend from college, to say goodbye and all that before uni, it was nice too see him, but I got a great buzz from saying goodbye to this god damn life. It was three weeks yesterday and counting... I get comfort from that. But anyway. yesterday.
We ended up walking four miles both ways to this party, kinda silly really as I didnt want to go, exchanging smiles with all the part timers and all that. Guess I was just looking for a quiet drink, haha seven pints later BANG! Hit the dance floor. no chris. Guess I better enjoy the time im here and all that, wont be long till I say goodbye, fuckyouall! I've had enough off blank faces. I hate that, when you used to be good friends with someone and they give you that phony look as if to say 'who are you again'? Thats even if you get a look, I got the blank from an old friend on the way to this party. People round here seem to get a little jelous about someone going off to uni, I never get a 'well done' or even 'that will be nice'. Just some sad story about how they failed there course or that they are going to be suck in this same damn town for the rest of there lifes. There's a little something called effort that goes a long way... alittle seems to the the word of the day, if that is a word that is?..
Anyway, yeah I feel crap. And dont feel much like talking to anyone today.
But I got word that the girls back today, so many happy returns and all that.