Yeah so tetris will be the end of Catholisism
So sometimes people I love make me want to die.
I'm fucking tired of drama, and I'm fucking tired of arguing, and I'm fucking tired of hiding things from people, and I want to be happy with no leftover feeling of guilt, and there are only a few things / people that have made me truly happy lately but in the end they are bittersweet knowing that whats making me happy can only make you happy so much without being able to share it with anyone.
I just can't stand arguing with people I care about any more even though It might be repercussions of my own actions, and I hate being an asshole and I hate hurting people, and it seems as though I'm very good at it because I do it quiet often, but I don't want to lie to myself and I don't want to lie to others and I want people to know everything about me so I don't have to tell people what they want to hear anymore because it seems like when ever I tell the truth It bites me in the ass very very hard.
I guess what I'm saying is maybe I shoudn't express myself to anyone any more because I cant explain a lot of the things I do and I can't express a lot of my emotions with words and I'm a very hard person to understand and I tend to show i care about someone in very odd ways and I also have a very hard time letting people know I care about them.
So bottom line for anyone who reads this, I'm probably not worth getting to know and i shouldn't allow people to care about me anymore because odds are I will just hurt you.
I'm fucking tired of drama, and I'm fucking tired of arguing, and I'm fucking tired of hiding things from people, and I want to be happy with no leftover feeling of guilt, and there are only a few things / people that have made me truly happy lately but in the end they are bittersweet knowing that whats making me happy can only make you happy so much without being able to share it with anyone.
I just can't stand arguing with people I care about any more even though It might be repercussions of my own actions, and I hate being an asshole and I hate hurting people, and it seems as though I'm very good at it because I do it quiet often, but I don't want to lie to myself and I don't want to lie to others and I want people to know everything about me so I don't have to tell people what they want to hear anymore because it seems like when ever I tell the truth It bites me in the ass very very hard.
I guess what I'm saying is maybe I shoudn't express myself to anyone any more because I cant explain a lot of the things I do and I can't express a lot of my emotions with words and I'm a very hard person to understand and I tend to show i care about someone in very odd ways and I also have a very hard time letting people know I care about them.
So bottom line for anyone who reads this, I'm probably not worth getting to know and i shouldn't allow people to care about me anymore because odds are I will just hurt you.