this rite here is the only place that i really have that not a whole lot of people know about. i can write wat i want in it, and not the whole town is gonna know. idk that seems so silly 2 say, but here lately it's not so far fetched. myspace, everyone can find me... even just sittin at my man's sisters house... everyone can find me... and when people can find me... DRAMA finds me. i am a pretty drama free person, but the people that are causin it thrive on it. oh well... if they are talkin shit bout me...they are savin someone else the problems i guess. i am really happy rite now...and that is a plus. i actually found the perfect man to be a father... maybe cuz he is already a daddy... he has a 7 yr old girl. i think she is the greatest... and he talks about "when we have our son" all the time... bout how when we have our son that he won't be out fuckin off wit the rest of the crowd he will be sittin at home watchin sportscenter... lol. it has takin me a long time to find a real man. but boy was it worth the wait. we get along good. never argue cause he thinks arguin is pointless... which it really is. the sex...well is AMAZINGLY perfect every time. and he makes me feel good bout myself. i didn't ever have that b4. but knock on wood... cause i dont wanna fuck things up but sayin how great shit is... i think that i will post a pic for every one of us. this was way back in jan. i have lost tons of wieght since... dropped 4 pant sizes... YAY... so i am lookin lil different...but he is soo sexi... :D so this is a pic of me and owen.