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Oh LiveJournal,
You and I have been together, inseperable really, for going on four years now. But I have to admit, I'm just not sure you do it for me anymore.
points of interest (i wish i didn't have to do it this way):
SPECIAL MESSAGE TO SEAN BLOOMFIELD: you should probably read burroughs's Interzone. at least part three of it. i think you would enjoy it.
(someday i'm gonna look back at this journal and wish i had written a lot more in the past six months or so. because so so so much has happened.)(maybe i will explain it all some day.)
(i've missed writing entries like this.)
You and I have been together, inseperable really, for going on four years now. But I have to admit, I'm just not sure you do it for me anymore.
points of interest (i wish i didn't have to do it this way):
- i have an atm/debit card now. this fact + my new love for ebay = problem. i need to save up money for My Plan, which i'm quite excited about.
- i fell in love with lawrence, kansas. i did not fall in love with the kansas city airport. i used to like flying by myself. i guess spending five hours alone under florescent lighting paired with the lost in translation soundtrack could cause anyone to crack. fuckyouflightdelay
- having my own p.o. box is probably the best thing in the world.
- i attract a lot of weird strangers. actually just strangers in general. this will need a whole entry of its own.
- most of the time i feel very detached from everything. i used to remember when the idea of becoming completely apathetic was quite appealing, and i would try to convince myself i was - but of course as soon as it happens naturally, it's scary. i can hardly even conjure up feelings of empathy! IMAGINE. my theory is that i did enough crying/brooding between my conception and age seventeen to overcompensate for the next five billion years or so.
- i think i might stop smoking for good. i've been thinking about it a lot lately and my lungs could really use the break.
- my new classes next semester are AMAZING. i'm only taking 9 credit hours (unless i sign up for another class), which qualifies me as part-time, but since i took OVER full-time this semester...yeah. ENGLISH 102 one morning a week (although my english teacher said i could go straight into journalism classes, i think 102 may do me good), speech one night a week, and INTRO TO VISUAL DESIGN one night a week AT MY OLD HIGH SCHOOL (that might be weird).
- i have a (date?!) on tuesday night. however, i may in fact already be in love with someone. love or intense infatuation.
SPECIAL MESSAGE TO SEAN BLOOMFIELD: you should probably read burroughs's Interzone. at least part three of it. i think you would enjoy it.
(someday i'm gonna look back at this journal and wish i had written a lot more in the past six months or so. because so so so much has happened.)(maybe i will explain it all some day.)
(i've missed writing entries like this.)