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they called me saying where are you come back we've been looking for you for ages! i woke up and wiped the mascara off my cheeks and put on my sweater; i looked into the mirror and sighed and practiced a smile.
he kissed me on the cheek and said oh we can do it on the lips i don't think anyone is looking. i said and what if they are. we kiss we touch but we don't call anymore; we are opportunities for each other and we waste it on teenage indifference.
summer's boy fell backwards into me and after a night of ignoring he turned around and apologized and we locked eyes and i knew he was apologizing for more than just bumping into me.
quotations seem unnecissary and i feel the same. i am nothing special i swear.
& i had more than that one cigarette today.
he kissed me on the cheek and said oh we can do it on the lips i don't think anyone is looking. i said and what if they are. we kiss we touch but we don't call anymore; we are opportunities for each other and we waste it on teenage indifference.
summer's boy fell backwards into me and after a night of ignoring he turned around and apologized and we locked eyes and i knew he was apologizing for more than just bumping into me.
quotations seem unnecissary and i feel the same. i am nothing special i swear.
& i had more than that one cigarette today.