May 30, 2005 12:43
okay lets try this again since no one seems to get the goddamn point. im feeling christian right now so we'll try this once more.
so, no one sees the wrong in this situation. they see me as the wrong [im apparently ALWAYS wrong with this select group of wonderful human beings]. they dont seem to understand its not about the guitar. its the ethics. who the hell does that. who assumes that when they borrow something it becomes theirs and they then can proceed to do whatever they feel to it. just the fact that the item to 'alter' was a rather expensive musical instrument made this the icing on the cake. its not like its a piece of clothing that was relativly inexpensive. hun guitars dont come cheap. and the parts the make them up are expensive to replace. now if this was indeed a shirt or a pair of shoes it wouldnt be that big of a deal. but a guitar. a guitar. now you might as well have written I HATE YOU on it somewhere cause thats what youre saying. whatever sparked this idea was idiotic. if you were mad at me for some god awful reason perhaps it would have been wise to first TELL ME you were mad before taking it upon yourself to destroy my belongings.
now what else is totally FUCKED up about this situation. oh gee, no one said STOP. i know for a fact there had to be at most 3 other people who had seen it or knew she was planning to do this but yet didnt find it a bad idea. i was informed of this until it was done. then i found it to be so insane and absolutely absurd i just couldnt force myself to believe it was true and found the idea rather funny. then it came up again, then, i got pissed. ASK A PERSON BEFORE YOU DISMANTLE THEIR THINGS.i pray for you college roommate they are gonna come home to the room and their bed is going to be in shambles and their clothes altered to you like them better...i pity that person.
what else is wrong? im being bitched at by people who i didnt even know where involved. and they are probably NOW involved because they LOVE to bitch at people. they have to know everything and are always right. i dont get why one would intentionally get involved in such an ugly situation. it makes no sense. i cannot comprehend this..
this whole thing is like a bad nightmare. id get Quinten Tarantino to direct a movie with this as the plot line, hes the only suitable one cause this is some FUCKED UP SHIT.
OH MY GOD JUST WONT SOMEONE KILL ME.
i have to study. and mentally prepare myself for tomorrow.
GOOD DAY BASTARDS