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how many times must you prove you're an angel?
how many demons do you have to strangle?
how much longer must you remain in this dream
before I finally figure out if you're insane or a genius?
how many times must I prove that I'm an angel?
How many demons do I have to strangle?
how much longer must I remain in this dream
before I finally figure out if you're insane or a genius?
I've realized that it's really hard for me to find someone that I'm interested in. I mean sure, there are a number of people that I find are on my mind quite often, in some way or another, but it's been forever since I really saw someone with promise... It's probably a good thing at this point in my life because i'm too busy hanging out with people and trying to get my shit in line, but sometimes I just wanna be appreciated and wanted and desired.
And it's not even a friend thing, either. I've said it before and I'll say it again, the people that I see on a regular basis have been completely awesome and I've had a fucking blast being with them. I'm appreciated as a person, they want me around, and i'm sure at least one of 'em desires me, haha. But I'm tired of being the girl that the boy hits on just because I'm the only one around. Because I can get down like the big boys and give as much as i get and sometimes offer insightful advice when it comes to their various relationships. I don't want to be "one of the guys" just because I'm easy on the eyes.
but i guess that's a lie.
I do wanna be one of the guys, i feel most comfortable when I don't have to suck it in or check to see if my mascara's running, i feel most comfortable when I don't need to talk but i love love love knowing that if i were to say something absolutely ridiculous, they'd be right there with me.
There are just some needs that need to be addressed in life and I'm tired of only getting the drunken attention. Shit, that attention's fun too... But I think I'd like it if someone was trying to get at me all night, not just after the beer's gone and all the other hot broads have left. I think I'd like it if someone really wanted to get to know me and ask me for my drunken opinion because, quite frankly, i feel like my drunken opinions and drunken stories are amazing. (The machete one is my favorite) but, ive said it a billion times and i'll say it a billion more before I really understand: Patience is a virtue. And I think that even if I did try to find me a man, I'd somehow blow a situation out of proportion and eventually lose the affection I'm looking for.
But don't pay attention to this, this is just another example of how, sometimes, I'm just another girl.
I had a fucking blast tonight, by the way . I saw almost all of my favorite boys and got to kick it with some cool girls tonight. Except for bringing back that New Year's Eve injury. That's pretty lame.
how many demons do you have to strangle?
how much longer must you remain in this dream
before I finally figure out if you're insane or a genius?
how many times must I prove that I'm an angel?
How many demons do I have to strangle?
how much longer must I remain in this dream
before I finally figure out if you're insane or a genius?
I've realized that it's really hard for me to find someone that I'm interested in. I mean sure, there are a number of people that I find are on my mind quite often, in some way or another, but it's been forever since I really saw someone with promise... It's probably a good thing at this point in my life because i'm too busy hanging out with people and trying to get my shit in line, but sometimes I just wanna be appreciated and wanted and desired.
And it's not even a friend thing, either. I've said it before and I'll say it again, the people that I see on a regular basis have been completely awesome and I've had a fucking blast being with them. I'm appreciated as a person, they want me around, and i'm sure at least one of 'em desires me, haha. But I'm tired of being the girl that the boy hits on just because I'm the only one around. Because I can get down like the big boys and give as much as i get and sometimes offer insightful advice when it comes to their various relationships. I don't want to be "one of the guys" just because I'm easy on the eyes.
but i guess that's a lie.
I do wanna be one of the guys, i feel most comfortable when I don't have to suck it in or check to see if my mascara's running, i feel most comfortable when I don't need to talk but i love love love knowing that if i were to say something absolutely ridiculous, they'd be right there with me.
There are just some needs that need to be addressed in life and I'm tired of only getting the drunken attention. Shit, that attention's fun too... But I think I'd like it if someone was trying to get at me all night, not just after the beer's gone and all the other hot broads have left. I think I'd like it if someone really wanted to get to know me and ask me for my drunken opinion because, quite frankly, i feel like my drunken opinions and drunken stories are amazing. (The machete one is my favorite) but, ive said it a billion times and i'll say it a billion more before I really understand: Patience is a virtue. And I think that even if I did try to find me a man, I'd somehow blow a situation out of proportion and eventually lose the affection I'm looking for.
But don't pay attention to this, this is just another example of how, sometimes, I'm just another girl.
I had a fucking blast tonight, by the way . I saw almost all of my favorite boys and got to kick it with some cool girls tonight. Except for bringing back that New Year's Eve injury. That's pretty lame.