I wrote a poem

[the_unseen530]

It's really dorky at first but I like it.

Lunar Chordae Tendindynia

Just as the moon waxes and wanes,
thoughts of you flood my mind.
Building in a great sudden swell,
the tide receeds just as fast.

I "catch" myself thinking of you,
to halt further futile notions.
Cardiologically, I know you do not feel as I,
But again you return into my minds eye.

I stop to ask myself why?,
why must my hippocampus return to you.
When I know it'll just hurt soon enough,
Truly I can not find a reason.

What is it that draws me to you?,
Your beauty? Your smile? Your dimples?
No, those could be found in anyone,
for me, its what I see in your endocardium

Everytime I tell myself to resist,
Be unattentive, indifferent, and mean.
But I feel palpitations and grief,
Then my heart tenderly melts again.

The way I feel we click when we talk,
I have not found in anyone else.
I just watch the time fly by like mad,
it wouldn't matter how fast it went.

I can finally just be myself,
whenever I talk to you.
Let go of trying to be something or someone,
you do not deserve deception.

You really are a great person,
one just has to look carefully.
You might not think yourself so great,
but to me I know who you really can be

I know you don't feel the same way for me,
You don't and probably will not ever.
But I can not stop my thoughts,
I only force them out temporarily.

So now I ponder what to do now,
and the choice is obvious and clear.
It's what I've been doing since then
and will still keep doing now.

Be calm, patient, and content,
is what I must continue to do
nothing but just keep on waiting
just keep on waiting.