Can you take it all away?
Man, the year is finally winding down, and I finally made a new entry. Let's see, this might be my first real ranting uselessly entry, be warned
In the AP section of life, its been going good so far. Claculus was this passed tuesday, got my fingers crosses and my rabbits feet out for it. Although I felt pretty good taking the test in my lucky outfit, my faded blue jeans and Manchester United jersey. Everytime I took a test in Mohler's with it on, I always did decent. So pray for me. Next up is Chem on this coming tuesday, the plan for this one is basically cram it all in and get it down for one day. I'll be taking enough chemistry in college to make anyone sick, so I'll be seeing it again.
Prom is coming up.
I think I'm stressed out bc of prom. Not in the physical aspects of getting ready, thats what I love doing, getting dressed up. It's just been all the hassle I've been going through for it. It's hard to shake off this voice yelling at you everyday "You get her, go to prom, take her home, you come home" and "Did you find her address yet?" and my personal favourite "Why did they put it so far?" Honestly, I think that my mom thinks I am still 3 years old and I must not be compentent enough to ask her for her address and find it, and smart enough not to drink or do drugs. As Sandy said, we are freakin latin nerds, are we gonna be drinking and having sex?. Not unless we go to St. Thomas... I mean goodness, those little kids that are put on leaches in the mall have more freedom than I do, and I have a car, you would think I go out alot, psh. I really wish it would lighten up, after all the lecturing, I was like, do you think I should have a good time?, or just be miserable all night thinking about "I gotta get home, I gotta get home" It's really making me wonder why I'm going.
If you didnt get it by now I'm rather agitated by the way I get talked down to. I've heard it a million times and of course I'm not gonna do it. I mean another sibling already has gotten into enough trouble for the three of us I won't cause anymore headaches and stress for the parents, why do they think I'm just gonna go out and do something reckless, just to spite them? I don't wanna be causing anymore problems, just have a good time at prom, a nice legal,time...
I really feel sorry for what I did to my best friend tonight, just now in fact. She wanted to send me song lyrics and it was sappy love stuff, loving you to the end type deal, and that brought up you know, and I just exploded on her about how I stopped believing in that whole sappy guy thing that good guys eventually get first. And blah blah, but it was the exploding on her that really makes me feel worse now. Good thing I wasn't going to prom with my gf, and I didn't explode on her. I just wanna have a fun night w/o drinking, sex, or drugs...
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me?
In the AP section of life, its been going good so far. Claculus was this passed tuesday, got my fingers crosses and my rabbits feet out for it. Although I felt pretty good taking the test in my lucky outfit, my faded blue jeans and Manchester United jersey. Everytime I took a test in Mohler's with it on, I always did decent. So pray for me. Next up is Chem on this coming tuesday, the plan for this one is basically cram it all in and get it down for one day. I'll be taking enough chemistry in college to make anyone sick, so I'll be seeing it again.
Prom is coming up.
I think I'm stressed out bc of prom. Not in the physical aspects of getting ready, thats what I love doing, getting dressed up. It's just been all the hassle I've been going through for it. It's hard to shake off this voice yelling at you everyday "You get her, go to prom, take her home, you come home" and "Did you find her address yet?" and my personal favourite "Why did they put it so far?" Honestly, I think that my mom thinks I am still 3 years old and I must not be compentent enough to ask her for her address and find it, and smart enough not to drink or do drugs. As Sandy said, we are freakin latin nerds, are we gonna be drinking and having sex?. Not unless we go to St. Thomas... I mean goodness, those little kids that are put on leaches in the mall have more freedom than I do, and I have a car, you would think I go out alot, psh. I really wish it would lighten up, after all the lecturing, I was like, do you think I should have a good time?, or just be miserable all night thinking about "I gotta get home, I gotta get home" It's really making me wonder why I'm going.
If you didnt get it by now I'm rather agitated by the way I get talked down to. I've heard it a million times and of course I'm not gonna do it. I mean another sibling already has gotten into enough trouble for the three of us I won't cause anymore headaches and stress for the parents, why do they think I'm just gonna go out and do something reckless, just to spite them? I don't wanna be causing anymore problems, just have a good time at prom, a nice legal,time...
I really feel sorry for what I did to my best friend tonight, just now in fact. She wanted to send me song lyrics and it was sappy love stuff, loving you to the end type deal, and that brought up you know, and I just exploded on her about how I stopped believing in that whole sappy guy thing that good guys eventually get first. And blah blah, but it was the exploding on her that really makes me feel worse now. Good thing I wasn't going to prom with my gf, and I didn't explode on her. I just wanna have a fun night w/o drinking, sex, or drugs...
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me?