you're so cute when you're frustrated...you're so cute when you're sedated...dear.

[the_unrest_cure]

i think i'm losing it in the way that only one who feels nothing can.
i'm so numb.
i don't have a personality...i don't even remember what it's like to have a normal conversation with someone. everytime i try to talk to someone, it feels fake and finite and phony.

i'm not unhappy. i'm not happy.
i'm anesthesized.

i'm SO BORED WITH MY FRIENDS HERE...mindless. ugh.

what's worthwhile?
where's MY rose garden?