how long can someone just sit still? how long can someone let the current status of everything exist as it is? something's really gotta give
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it's probably good you didn't get all of that, i just reread it and i don't think it came out as well as i wanted it to, but after all, it was written at 1230 on the friday after a week of major suck. anyway, i didn't mean to include you in that at all, in fact, once i finished i was thinking "wow, i suck, kenny's been as consistent as matt and ryan," so that hit wasn't at you. as for what you said though, i definitely agree and i'm glad someone doesn't think i'm totally insane. high school, especially in weymouth, is so just miserably mediocre. the point i think i was trying to make is that i want to do something about it but i don't know if i can, or if i'm just being lazy and not taking initiative. i think we'll continue to get closer, me you and matt have had some good times amongst the "one big blob of mixed up shit" and i think once we can drive that's really gonna take off. i think once we can drive a lot of that will be solved. things will get better, there's just a lot that has to be done, a lot that's gonna happen. and yeah, i am a shell, and the biggest walking contradiction you'll ever meet :)
i'll try to explain more to you, or at least in future entries, and thanks for the fitting reply, cause it did help. love, magnagay (i'm thinking of that huge plate of cheez-its, 3 different kinds of cookies, and goldfish at 2 in the morning)
it's probably good you didn't get all of that, i just reread it and i don't think it came out as well as i wanted it to, but after all, it was written at 1230 on the friday after a week of major suck. anyway, i didn't mean to include you in that at all, in fact, once i finished i was thinking "wow, i suck, kenny's been as consistent as matt and ryan," so that hit wasn't at you. as for what you said though, i definitely agree and i'm glad someone doesn't think i'm totally insane. high school, especially in weymouth, is so just miserably mediocre. the point i think i was trying to make is that i want to do something about it but i don't know if i can, or if i'm just being lazy and not taking initiative. i think we'll continue to get closer, me you and matt have had some good times amongst the "one big blob of mixed up shit" and i think once we can drive that's really gonna take off. i think once we can drive a lot of that will be solved. things will get better, there's just a lot that has to be done, a lot that's gonna happen. and yeah, i am a shell, and the biggest walking contradiction you'll ever meet :)
i'll try to explain more to you, or at least in future entries, and thanks for the fitting reply, cause it did help.
love,
magnagay (i'm thinking of that huge plate of cheez-its, 3 different kinds of cookies, and goldfish at 2 in the morning)
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hahaha oh man i forget about those plates off food, and that i ate some the next morning, the cookies tasted wierd
kenny
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