(no subject)
okay well the past couple days have been good i guess. well lets see... me and andy are doing better and getting closer finally. im really happy. i just pray hes not gonna lie to me anymore. i want to trust him so bad so im trying not to get mad about stuff anymore. tonight i wanna go with heather to the sisters in christ thing but i dont know if dad will let me so i dno. if he doesnt then im gonna get andy to come over for a couple hours. he was going to last night but he had to go get his brother from his gfrinds house and that took forever. so when he got back he called and said i was just calling to tell you im home and im going to sleep i was like ok and he sed i love you. good night. and i was talking to carmen about how i want to believe hes really going to sleep but i dont. i wanted to call him back and get her to call him to see if he was asleep but its stupid and i know i should learn to trust him more. her and anthony were having problems.:::sighs:::. shes so all about him i just dont want her to get hurt. im scard for her. anthony might come get me tonight and take me to carmens dads but he lives in east buddah. so i dno how i would get home tomorrow. ne whoooo. shae and justin want to "stop by" tonight but i doubt they will. i miss her. me and her are going to the 311 concert together in august lol i know everybody thinks there gay but i like em. ok!!! maybe me and her will start hanging out more cuz we never do. i doubt brittany wolford will ever call me again after last saturday night cuz i dont think she likes me with joey. hmmmm. i am so bord at work right now. ohmygah i had to do so much fileing. it was horrible i still have alot left but i dont feel like doing it. today is pay day and i am proud to say that in the last two weeks ive made $576.oo yay!! and to celebrate next week i am going shoping for school clothes. lol. haha. well i guess im gonna go cuz mommy just brought my guthries!!