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ok well last night was sooooo soo so much fun. it was the last night im gonna get to see james and im so so upset. i cried when he had to go home. i just i dno i cant describe the feeling he gives me. he makes me feel so special.. he even likes just talkin to my parents and he helped my mom and me cut grass. then he did what i have always wanted a guy to do . he picked me up and kissed me and wraped his arms around me.. it was great. he left me his shirt. lol how cute so i wont forget him. he promised to call me and to spend next summer with me all summer long. i love him i think. but hes my best frind only!! i think with us not seeing each other it will makes us like each other more. huuhhhhh! im so sad. i promised myself i wouldnt do this when he had to leave. hes all i can think about. but newayz i guess im gonna go eat me some guthries.