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ok i am so bord right now ... like always . im just waiting for school to start back because im ready to see my frinds. i called andy last night,,, he didnt answer so nothing to worry about. im glad though i shouldnt have called him i shouldve just forgot about him by now. hes a nothing and a nobody. OMG OMG OMG OMG i just remembered somthing great/horrible that happened to me last night.. ok well when my mom picked me up from church she told me james called.!! i was so happy bc i used to be best frinds with him until he moved and told me he didnt want to talk to me ever again.. thats what we get for trying to be frinds with benefits. but thats a diffrent story.. ok so i was heart broken because of that then i was like omg did you get his number and my mom was like it didnt show up so when she dialed *69 she could only remmeber the first three numbers. i was so mad.. he probly wont call me again cuz hes one of those ppl who just quits one thing and moves on to another. and if you were ever frinds with me last summer you would know how much i liked this boy. i mean i wuold have done anything to be with him.. so then i got over it and i still kinda liked him but i never called him bc i started dating more ppl.. and i actually cheated on my boyfrind with him. so after he told everybody wut we did i wanted to kill him.. to sum it up this other girl that moved in next girl. started to like him and i just backed off cuz i didnt care anymore and that was the end.. i guess its nothing new to lose best frinds cuz it seems to happen to me all the time.. it started with shae.. never really lost her completely we just did our own thing for a while. then heather.. well i dont really remember why we stoped being bestfrinds. oh yeah i do... cuz of anna. anywhooo. then it was shae again... then lindsay fleming and we stoped being frinds cuz me and shae started to be frinds agian.. and cuz she was just a bitch.. then carmen and now we stoped being frinds bc of her stupid mom. but i wont go into that right now. so now its just me and shae again. and i have a feeling when i go back ot school itll be me and bianca just like it was during school last year. .. but who knows i might have a completely new group of frinds by then. i ll just have to wait and see. church last night. well it was ok iguess. i got to see mandy and catch up with her for a while. and shae didnt go so.. yeah. that plan failed. trents in disney world right now so i wont have him to talk to for a week.. ill only have shae! and shes always buisy... but tomoorrow nihgt we should have fun.. omg and when i called hunter to ask him for james's number he was like uh he died like two months ago.. lol i was ok stupid he called me today. hes so dumb sometimes. i swear.. omg i have the same rash on my back that i had on my ear! icky! im goin to get a cortizone shot or sumthin monday.. so it will go away. .. well im goin to eat lunch im getting hungry so ill talk to yall later. oh and yall better comment cuz this is like my longest entry ever!