Brandon and me's last convorsation...
ataris rule890: why do u hate me?
Aphrodites Dild0: what?
ataris rule890: idk i was just kind of thinking about it and i just wanted to know why u hate m
ataris rule890: me*
Aphrodites Dild0: Why do you think I hate you?
ataris rule890: because it says u do
Aphrodites Dild0: what does?
Aphrodites Dild0: who is it?
ataris rule890: well i was looking at your info
ataris rule890: and then it said
Aphrodites Dild0: what info?
ataris rule890: you had xanga
ataris rule890: your aim
ataris rule890: so i checked it out
ataris rule890: and one of ur entries is
ataris rule890: we whent to the assembly at sacopee and I saw alot of people... includeing brandon and his ex. I couldn't help but want to stab him to death. Seriously. I hate him and everything about him.
ataris rule890: thats not very nice :-( i'm sorry i piss you off so much
Aphrodites Dild0: yeah yeah.
ataris rule890: idk i'm like mad or anything like that but having someone that wants to stab isn't very settling
ataris rule890: i didn't mean to make you that mad
Aphrodites Dild0: brandon
Aphrodites Dild0: you have no idea do you ?
Aphrodites Dild0: FUCK!
ataris rule890: what?
ataris rule890: its like if you really want to stab me and hate me so much you want me to die then why would you want to talk to me
ataris rule890: thats what i'm not understanding
Aphrodites Dild0: I'm trying to heal the past?
Aphrodites Dild0: okay?
Aphrodites Dild0: you don't understand what goes on in my head, and what happened to me, okay?
Aphrodites Dild0: you have know idea what i used you to do
Aphrodites Dild0: which, odviously makes me hate you!
ataris rule890: oh well then forget that then i thought that you talked to me because you were like friends with me or something i didn't think you wanted to kill me i guess i was wrong..... i don't need you to talk to me just because its something to do and then just secretly want me to die
ataris rule890: if you really hate me then i guess theres really no reason to talk to me
Aphrodites Dild0: first off, its not a secret
Aphrodites Dild0: Secondly, YOU CHEATED ON ME
Aphrodites Dild0: HIT ME
Aphrodites Dild0: TRIED TO KILL ME
Aphrodites Dild0: RAPED ME!
Aphrodites Dild0: ABUSED THE SHIT OUT OF ME!
Aphrodites Dild0: and you expect me not to hate you?
ataris rule890: i never fucking raped you
ataris rule890: ever
ataris rule890: or abused you
Aphrodites Dild0: yes you did
Aphrodites Dild0: fick you!
ataris rule890: and if anything you were the one that was the controlling bitch
Aphrodites Dild0: yeah. maybe for a while
Aphrodites Dild0: I got so fucking scaired of you
ataris rule890: oh yeah im fucking sure
ataris rule890: you did all that shit
ataris rule890: so everyone would feel bad for you
Aphrodites Dild0: what?
Aphrodites Dild0: WHAT?!?!?
ataris rule890: you always have to be the focus for attention
ataris rule890: fucking always
Aphrodites Dild0: not true
Aphrodites Dild0: you
Aphrodites Dild0: you would get so pissed off at me all the time
ataris rule890: yeah because you were a bitch about everything
Aphrodites Dild0: so you HIT ME!?!??!
ataris rule890: oh yeah i hit you i'm fucking sure
ataris rule890: how about at sarah's house
ataris rule890: when you fucking clawed the shit out of me
Aphrodites Dild0: oh, boo hoo to you
Aphrodites Dild0: you know, once you sprained my wrist?
ataris rule890: well you make it so one sided
ataris rule890: oh yeah fucking right
ataris rule890: i'm sure
Aphrodites Dild0: cause you were pissed at me and pinned me down cause i wanted to take a pic off my wall?
Aphrodites Dild0: FUCK YOU
Aphrodites Dild0: fuck you
Aphrodites Dild0: you knoe,
Aphrodites Dild0: i totally oculd still report you to the police, cause i am under 21
ataris rule890: no actually i don't know
Aphrodites Dild0: but i wont
ataris rule890: u lie about everything
ataris rule890: u do
ataris rule890: like when you were talking shit about alyssa to joe through email
ataris rule890: and you told her you didn't
Aphrodites Dild0: NO I DIDNT!
Aphrodites Dild0: FUCK YOU
ataris rule890: and she found the fucking email and showed you
ataris rule890: and you had nothing to say
Aphrodites Dild0: I TOLD HER I SAID SHE WAS BEING A BITCH!
ataris rule890: i read it
Aphrodites Dild0: yeah
Aphrodites Dild0: i never denied it to her
Aphrodites Dild0: you told me she was calling me a cunt
Aphrodites Dild0: you 4tohjilk3 -o][k;l
ataris rule890: i was right there
Aphrodites Dild0: die
ataris rule890: your like
Aphrodites Dild0: i hope you fucking die
Aphrodites Dild0: you cunt
ataris rule890: "oh alyssa what are you talkinga bout"
Aphrodites Dild0: fuck you
ataris rule890: and only after she showed you that
ataris rule890: you got all defensive
Aphrodites Dild0: no
ataris rule890: because you knew you were wrong
ataris rule890: and you were finally caught in your own lie
ataris rule890: ur so two sided
Aphrodites Dild0: i didnt tell her i wasntsaying shit
Aphrodites Dild0: us
Aphrodites Dild0: ur**
Aphrodites Dild0: fuck you
Aphrodites Dild0: BRANDON
ataris rule890: yeah u did
ataris rule890: and how u always said i "stole your friends" thats only cause they realized how you treated most of them
Aphrodites Dild0: YOU RAPED ME
Aphrodites Dild0: I DONT CARE WHAT YOU SA
Aphrodites Dild0: YOU NARCASISTIC BASTARD
ataris rule890: no definatly not
Aphrodites Dild0: YOU DID
ataris rule890: no i didn't
ataris rule890: you fucking lie
ataris rule890: so bad
ataris rule890: you made me look so bad freshman year because you lied just to make john and everyone else feel bad for you
Aphrodites Dild0: who?
Aphrodites Dild0: whos john?
Aphrodites Dild0: who are these people you speak og?
Aphrodites Dild0: you know what... you did treat me badly
Aphrodites Dild0: you were bad
Aphrodites Dild0: and you cheated on me
Aphrodites Dild0: and lied about it
Aphrodites Dild0: so whos the liar here?
ataris rule890: you know what maybe i did thats not rape you fucking retard
ataris rule890: i may have
ataris rule890: cheated on u
ataris rule890: but i never raped
ataris rule890: you
ataris rule890: but you know what we go to different schools now so i don't have to put up with your lies and bullshit
ataris rule890: so doesn't really matter
Aphrodites Dild0: okay...
ataris rule890: for me anyways
Aphrodites Dild0: I have to stop talking to you now, or my friend will drive over there and kill you.....
Aphrodites Dild0: so, to protect you, i am going. okay?
Aphrodites Dild0: you did rape me
Aphrodites Dild0: you did abuse me
Aphrodites Dild0: weather you know it or not.
Aphrodites Dild0: dont deniy it.
Aphrodites Dild0: okay, just...
ataris rule890: ok well i never did any of those so
Aphrodites Dild0: I'm sorry I was so terrible to you
Aphrodites Dild0: And repressed memory is a bitch. just look at the thing with micheal.
ataris rule890: alright i'll just go because ur like talking to a brick wall i guess and apparently we were never meant to never talk to eachother again
ataris rule890: it seems
ataris rule890: so lets just keep it that way
Aphrodites Dild0: wait
Aphrodites Dild0: just let me say this, okay?
Aphrodites Dild0: please...
ataris rule890: ok
Aphrodites Dild0: I have had such a hard time letting go of things, okay? and I have moved on to the furthest point.
Aphrodites Dild0: and yes, i did make you look bad. but thats how you made me feel, terrible.
Aphrodites Dild0: and I no longer hate you, okay? I hate the person you were, but you seem to have changed... even though you lied to sarah about alexa, whatever. I never liked sara
ataris rule890: yeah well sarah is just
ataris rule890: ugh
ataris rule890: a mistake
ataris rule890: and she was a bitch so i cut off all conections to her
ataris rule890: and then got a real gf around here
Aphrodites Dild0: I talked to her the other day, and thats how she found out about alexa. im sorry i ratted you out. I didn't know you were still "together" in her terms.
ataris rule890: idc because
ataris rule890: she finally called me
ataris rule890: because i could never get through
ataris rule890: and i told her
ataris rule890: and said sorry but
ataris rule890: she was cheating on me non-stop
ataris rule890: her little brother always told me
ataris rule890: me and him is tight
Aphrodites Dild0: And even if you didn't rape me, okay, if it truly never happened, and if you were never abusive (in your eyes) I felt it happen... so maybe I shouldn't blame you and treat you badly for it. but just... accept the way I feel, okay?
ataris rule890: alright
Aphrodites Dild0: because I do remember being hit before. and there were times when things... I don't know.
ataris rule890: idk but just seeing stuff like that entry about me being and asshole and wanting to kill me just idk its weird cause i'll get along with you and then see that
Aphrodites Dild0: well you always have known how to push my buttons
ataris rule890: yeah i know but not latleyl
ataris rule890: latley*
ataris rule890: well with the exclusion of tonight
Aphrodites Dild0: I guess.
Aphrodites Dild0: Just... there was that one time when you held the pillow over my face, and you would scream at me, and I really don't want to talk about the other stuff...
Aphrodites Dild0: but the times you would get angry if we didn't have sex.
ataris rule890: yeah the whole sex thing idk its not good for me
Aphrodites Dild0: I just felt so used and abused. and I guess thats why I felt raped and abused.
Aphrodites Dild0: I know. And I wanted to stop... but I just... i dont know.
ataris rule890: idk because when me and andrea had sex after she just pretended that it never happened that shit hurt
ataris rule890: so with alexa since shes not like that anyway i plan on not having sex with her for a long time
Aphrodites Dild0: I know.
Aphrodites Dild0: thats good.
ataris rule890: yeah
Aphrodites Dild0: and now I am talking my best friend out of killing you, and killing herself.
Aphrodites Dild0: and I don't want any of this to happen. and like I said, I have to finally cut ties with you.
Aphrodites Dild0: but I think all i needed was to know that you have agnolaged that you know... I don't know. stuff. just... I don't know....
ataris rule890: ok.....
Aphrodites Dild0: you've always been the one my hardest descisions were based around.
ataris rule890: oh yea
Aphrodites Dild0: yeah. Seriously... I mean... even to this very day! its crazy.
Aphrodites Dild0: youve probobly been the most memorable person in my life. and I won't lie to you, alot of those memories are terrible ones i don't want to remember. but we wouldn't have ever gotten that far if it wasn't for the good ones.
ataris rule890: true
Aphrodites Dild0: everyone knows i am still in love with you.
ataris rule890: you told me like the day before we broke up you didn't love me in the least bit
Aphrodites Dild0: But you know... its almost like a ghost of love.
Aphrodites Dild0: yeah. thats because I didnt.
ataris rule890: hmmm
Aphrodites Dild0: brandon... I don't love. Its just not the way I am. And its why we hurt so badly. you know?
ataris rule890: i guess but idk its also what makes us the happiest
Aphrodites Dild0: haha. yeah.
Aphrodites Dild0: So you now understand why?
Aphrodites Dild0: like... I really feel like you raped me. and maybe you don't think that you did, and maybe you think it was my fault. but its always human nature to push the blame, isnt it?
Aphrodites Dild0: but please don't call me a liar. Its made things harder.
Aphrodites Dild0: I forgive you for everything I blame you for, just please forgive me?
ataris rule890: yeah sure
Aphrodites Dild0: thank you.
Aphrodites Dild0: so i guess this is it...
ataris rule890: i guess so
Aphrodites Dild0: I'm sorry for everything....
Aphrodites Dild0: brandon?
ataris rule890: its alright
ataris rule890: sorry
Aphrodites Dild0: its okay.
Aphrodites Dild0: So... all is forgiven?
ataris rule890: yeah
Aphrodites Dild0: would you mind if i still wrote emo poetry and songs about us?
ataris rule890: no
ataris rule890: idk if your gonna write about killing me could u at least try not to mention my name
Aphrodites Dild0: cool.
Aphrodites Dild0: no, I have alot of graphic stories and stuff. theyre really terrible. don't try to get your hands on them if you don't want to be upset.
Aphrodites Dild0: and just a heads up, no one reads that. ever. I think you may be the first person to ever have. haha
ataris rule890: lol
Aphrodites Dild0: Okay... so... I guess this is it...
Aphrodites Dild0: I'll really miss you, and I'll never forget you. Maybe I'll message you now and then you know... just... to catch up. email me if you ever want to talk, okay?
Aphrodites Dild0: rainbow_chinchilla@yahoo.com
Aphrodites Dild0: but... yeah. Okay...
ataris rule890: ok
Aphrodites Dild0: I'll miss you.
Aphrodites Dild0: great... I'm crying again. HAHA
ataris rule890: i'll miss u too
Aphrodites Dild0: thanks.
ataris rule890: lol thats so weird a minute ago i felt like i just wanted to scream in ur face
ataris rule890: and now
ataris rule890: i don't
Aphrodites Dild0: yeah. I'm becoming more and more of a pacifist.
ataris rule890: for some reason u've always kinda done that to me
Aphrodites Dild0: and I think the reasion why I've needed you for so long was so that I would just be able to have it all end like it started, peaceful and friendly, you know?
Aphrodites Dild0: and you finally said what I needed to hear... and....
Aphrodites Dild0: thank you.
ataris rule890: ur welcome
Aphrodites Dild0: ....
Aphrodites Dild0: wow... this is really hard...
ataris rule890: yea....
Aphrodites Dild0: Well...
Aphrodites Dild0: okay... I'll miss you
Aphrodites Dild0: I hope you have a good life
Aphrodites Dild0: All is forgiven, and I hope same goes for me.
Aphrodites Dild0: Whats done is done, and.... goodbye....
ataris rule890: goodbye
ataris rule890: ....
Aphrodites Dild0: what?
ataris rule890: idk i was just kind of thinking about it and i just wanted to know why u hate m
ataris rule890: me*
Aphrodites Dild0: Why do you think I hate you?
ataris rule890: because it says u do
Aphrodites Dild0: what does?
Aphrodites Dild0: who is it?
ataris rule890: well i was looking at your info
ataris rule890: and then it said
Aphrodites Dild0: what info?
ataris rule890: you had xanga
ataris rule890: your aim
ataris rule890: so i checked it out
ataris rule890: and one of ur entries is
ataris rule890: we whent to the assembly at sacopee and I saw alot of people... includeing brandon and his ex. I couldn't help but want to stab him to death. Seriously. I hate him and everything about him.
ataris rule890: thats not very nice :-( i'm sorry i piss you off so much
Aphrodites Dild0: yeah yeah.
ataris rule890: idk i'm like mad or anything like that but having someone that wants to stab isn't very settling
ataris rule890: i didn't mean to make you that mad
Aphrodites Dild0: brandon
Aphrodites Dild0: you have no idea do you ?
Aphrodites Dild0: FUCK!
ataris rule890: what?
ataris rule890: its like if you really want to stab me and hate me so much you want me to die then why would you want to talk to me
ataris rule890: thats what i'm not understanding
Aphrodites Dild0: I'm trying to heal the past?
Aphrodites Dild0: okay?
Aphrodites Dild0: you don't understand what goes on in my head, and what happened to me, okay?
Aphrodites Dild0: you have know idea what i used you to do
Aphrodites Dild0: which, odviously makes me hate you!
ataris rule890: oh well then forget that then i thought that you talked to me because you were like friends with me or something i didn't think you wanted to kill me i guess i was wrong..... i don't need you to talk to me just because its something to do and then just secretly want me to die
ataris rule890: if you really hate me then i guess theres really no reason to talk to me
Aphrodites Dild0: first off, its not a secret
Aphrodites Dild0: Secondly, YOU CHEATED ON ME
Aphrodites Dild0: HIT ME
Aphrodites Dild0: TRIED TO KILL ME
Aphrodites Dild0: RAPED ME!
Aphrodites Dild0: ABUSED THE SHIT OUT OF ME!
Aphrodites Dild0: and you expect me not to hate you?
ataris rule890: i never fucking raped you
ataris rule890: ever
ataris rule890: or abused you
Aphrodites Dild0: yes you did
Aphrodites Dild0: fick you!
ataris rule890: and if anything you were the one that was the controlling bitch
Aphrodites Dild0: yeah. maybe for a while
Aphrodites Dild0: I got so fucking scaired of you
ataris rule890: oh yeah im fucking sure
ataris rule890: you did all that shit
ataris rule890: so everyone would feel bad for you
Aphrodites Dild0: what?
Aphrodites Dild0: WHAT?!?!?
ataris rule890: you always have to be the focus for attention
ataris rule890: fucking always
Aphrodites Dild0: not true
Aphrodites Dild0: you
Aphrodites Dild0: you would get so pissed off at me all the time
ataris rule890: yeah because you were a bitch about everything
Aphrodites Dild0: so you HIT ME!?!??!
ataris rule890: oh yeah i hit you i'm fucking sure
ataris rule890: how about at sarah's house
ataris rule890: when you fucking clawed the shit out of me
Aphrodites Dild0: oh, boo hoo to you
Aphrodites Dild0: you know, once you sprained my wrist?
ataris rule890: well you make it so one sided
ataris rule890: oh yeah fucking right
ataris rule890: i'm sure
Aphrodites Dild0: cause you were pissed at me and pinned me down cause i wanted to take a pic off my wall?
Aphrodites Dild0: FUCK YOU
Aphrodites Dild0: fuck you
Aphrodites Dild0: you knoe,
Aphrodites Dild0: i totally oculd still report you to the police, cause i am under 21
ataris rule890: no actually i don't know
Aphrodites Dild0: but i wont
ataris rule890: u lie about everything
ataris rule890: u do
ataris rule890: like when you were talking shit about alyssa to joe through email
ataris rule890: and you told her you didn't
Aphrodites Dild0: NO I DIDNT!
Aphrodites Dild0: FUCK YOU
ataris rule890: and she found the fucking email and showed you
ataris rule890: and you had nothing to say
Aphrodites Dild0: I TOLD HER I SAID SHE WAS BEING A BITCH!
ataris rule890: i read it
Aphrodites Dild0: yeah
Aphrodites Dild0: i never denied it to her
Aphrodites Dild0: you told me she was calling me a cunt
Aphrodites Dild0: you 4tohjilk3 -o][k;l
ataris rule890: i was right there
Aphrodites Dild0: die
ataris rule890: your like
Aphrodites Dild0: i hope you fucking die
Aphrodites Dild0: you cunt
ataris rule890: "oh alyssa what are you talkinga bout"
Aphrodites Dild0: fuck you
ataris rule890: and only after she showed you that
ataris rule890: you got all defensive
Aphrodites Dild0: no
ataris rule890: because you knew you were wrong
ataris rule890: and you were finally caught in your own lie
ataris rule890: ur so two sided
Aphrodites Dild0: i didnt tell her i wasntsaying shit
Aphrodites Dild0: us
Aphrodites Dild0: ur**
Aphrodites Dild0: fuck you
Aphrodites Dild0: BRANDON
ataris rule890: yeah u did
ataris rule890: and how u always said i "stole your friends" thats only cause they realized how you treated most of them
Aphrodites Dild0: YOU RAPED ME
Aphrodites Dild0: I DONT CARE WHAT YOU SA
Aphrodites Dild0: YOU NARCASISTIC BASTARD
ataris rule890: no definatly not
Aphrodites Dild0: YOU DID
ataris rule890: no i didn't
ataris rule890: you fucking lie
ataris rule890: so bad
ataris rule890: you made me look so bad freshman year because you lied just to make john and everyone else feel bad for you
Aphrodites Dild0: who?
Aphrodites Dild0: whos john?
Aphrodites Dild0: who are these people you speak og?
Aphrodites Dild0: you know what... you did treat me badly
Aphrodites Dild0: you were bad
Aphrodites Dild0: and you cheated on me
Aphrodites Dild0: and lied about it
Aphrodites Dild0: so whos the liar here?
ataris rule890: you know what maybe i did thats not rape you fucking retard
ataris rule890: i may have
ataris rule890: cheated on u
ataris rule890: but i never raped
ataris rule890: you
ataris rule890: but you know what we go to different schools now so i don't have to put up with your lies and bullshit
ataris rule890: so doesn't really matter
Aphrodites Dild0: okay...
ataris rule890: for me anyways
Aphrodites Dild0: I have to stop talking to you now, or my friend will drive over there and kill you.....
Aphrodites Dild0: so, to protect you, i am going. okay?
Aphrodites Dild0: you did rape me
Aphrodites Dild0: you did abuse me
Aphrodites Dild0: weather you know it or not.
Aphrodites Dild0: dont deniy it.
Aphrodites Dild0: okay, just...
ataris rule890: ok well i never did any of those so
Aphrodites Dild0: I'm sorry I was so terrible to you
Aphrodites Dild0: And repressed memory is a bitch. just look at the thing with micheal.
ataris rule890: alright i'll just go because ur like talking to a brick wall i guess and apparently we were never meant to never talk to eachother again
ataris rule890: it seems
ataris rule890: so lets just keep it that way
Aphrodites Dild0: wait
Aphrodites Dild0: just let me say this, okay?
Aphrodites Dild0: please...
ataris rule890: ok
Aphrodites Dild0: I have had such a hard time letting go of things, okay? and I have moved on to the furthest point.
Aphrodites Dild0: and yes, i did make you look bad. but thats how you made me feel, terrible.
Aphrodites Dild0: and I no longer hate you, okay? I hate the person you were, but you seem to have changed... even though you lied to sarah about alexa, whatever. I never liked sara
ataris rule890: yeah well sarah is just
ataris rule890: ugh
ataris rule890: a mistake
ataris rule890: and she was a bitch so i cut off all conections to her
ataris rule890: and then got a real gf around here
Aphrodites Dild0: I talked to her the other day, and thats how she found out about alexa. im sorry i ratted you out. I didn't know you were still "together" in her terms.
ataris rule890: idc because
ataris rule890: she finally called me
ataris rule890: because i could never get through
ataris rule890: and i told her
ataris rule890: and said sorry but
ataris rule890: she was cheating on me non-stop
ataris rule890: her little brother always told me
ataris rule890: me and him is tight
Aphrodites Dild0: And even if you didn't rape me, okay, if it truly never happened, and if you were never abusive (in your eyes) I felt it happen... so maybe I shouldn't blame you and treat you badly for it. but just... accept the way I feel, okay?
ataris rule890: alright
Aphrodites Dild0: because I do remember being hit before. and there were times when things... I don't know.
ataris rule890: idk but just seeing stuff like that entry about me being and asshole and wanting to kill me just idk its weird cause i'll get along with you and then see that
Aphrodites Dild0: well you always have known how to push my buttons
ataris rule890: yeah i know but not latleyl
ataris rule890: latley*
ataris rule890: well with the exclusion of tonight
Aphrodites Dild0: I guess.
Aphrodites Dild0: Just... there was that one time when you held the pillow over my face, and you would scream at me, and I really don't want to talk about the other stuff...
Aphrodites Dild0: but the times you would get angry if we didn't have sex.
ataris rule890: yeah the whole sex thing idk its not good for me
Aphrodites Dild0: I just felt so used and abused. and I guess thats why I felt raped and abused.
Aphrodites Dild0: I know. And I wanted to stop... but I just... i dont know.
ataris rule890: idk because when me and andrea had sex after she just pretended that it never happened that shit hurt
ataris rule890: so with alexa since shes not like that anyway i plan on not having sex with her for a long time
Aphrodites Dild0: I know.
Aphrodites Dild0: thats good.
ataris rule890: yeah
Aphrodites Dild0: and now I am talking my best friend out of killing you, and killing herself.
Aphrodites Dild0: and I don't want any of this to happen. and like I said, I have to finally cut ties with you.
Aphrodites Dild0: but I think all i needed was to know that you have agnolaged that you know... I don't know. stuff. just... I don't know....
ataris rule890: ok.....
Aphrodites Dild0: you've always been the one my hardest descisions were based around.
ataris rule890: oh yea
Aphrodites Dild0: yeah. Seriously... I mean... even to this very day! its crazy.
Aphrodites Dild0: youve probobly been the most memorable person in my life. and I won't lie to you, alot of those memories are terrible ones i don't want to remember. but we wouldn't have ever gotten that far if it wasn't for the good ones.
ataris rule890: true
Aphrodites Dild0: everyone knows i am still in love with you.
ataris rule890: you told me like the day before we broke up you didn't love me in the least bit
Aphrodites Dild0: But you know... its almost like a ghost of love.
Aphrodites Dild0: yeah. thats because I didnt.
ataris rule890: hmmm
Aphrodites Dild0: brandon... I don't love. Its just not the way I am. And its why we hurt so badly. you know?
ataris rule890: i guess but idk its also what makes us the happiest
Aphrodites Dild0: haha. yeah.
Aphrodites Dild0: So you now understand why?
Aphrodites Dild0: like... I really feel like you raped me. and maybe you don't think that you did, and maybe you think it was my fault. but its always human nature to push the blame, isnt it?
Aphrodites Dild0: but please don't call me a liar. Its made things harder.
Aphrodites Dild0: I forgive you for everything I blame you for, just please forgive me?
ataris rule890: yeah sure
Aphrodites Dild0: thank you.
Aphrodites Dild0: so i guess this is it...
ataris rule890: i guess so
Aphrodites Dild0: I'm sorry for everything....
Aphrodites Dild0: brandon?
ataris rule890: its alright
ataris rule890: sorry
Aphrodites Dild0: its okay.
Aphrodites Dild0: So... all is forgiven?
ataris rule890: yeah
Aphrodites Dild0: would you mind if i still wrote emo poetry and songs about us?
ataris rule890: no
ataris rule890: idk if your gonna write about killing me could u at least try not to mention my name
Aphrodites Dild0: cool.
Aphrodites Dild0: no, I have alot of graphic stories and stuff. theyre really terrible. don't try to get your hands on them if you don't want to be upset.
Aphrodites Dild0: and just a heads up, no one reads that. ever. I think you may be the first person to ever have. haha
ataris rule890: lol
Aphrodites Dild0: Okay... so... I guess this is it...
Aphrodites Dild0: I'll really miss you, and I'll never forget you. Maybe I'll message you now and then you know... just... to catch up. email me if you ever want to talk, okay?
Aphrodites Dild0: rainbow_chinchilla@yahoo.com
Aphrodites Dild0: but... yeah. Okay...
ataris rule890: ok
Aphrodites Dild0: I'll miss you.
Aphrodites Dild0: great... I'm crying again. HAHA
ataris rule890: i'll miss u too
Aphrodites Dild0: thanks.
ataris rule890: lol thats so weird a minute ago i felt like i just wanted to scream in ur face
ataris rule890: and now
ataris rule890: i don't
Aphrodites Dild0: yeah. I'm becoming more and more of a pacifist.
ataris rule890: for some reason u've always kinda done that to me
Aphrodites Dild0: and I think the reasion why I've needed you for so long was so that I would just be able to have it all end like it started, peaceful and friendly, you know?
Aphrodites Dild0: and you finally said what I needed to hear... and....
Aphrodites Dild0: thank you.
ataris rule890: ur welcome
Aphrodites Dild0: ....
Aphrodites Dild0: wow... this is really hard...
ataris rule890: yea....
Aphrodites Dild0: Well...
Aphrodites Dild0: okay... I'll miss you
Aphrodites Dild0: I hope you have a good life
Aphrodites Dild0: All is forgiven, and I hope same goes for me.
Aphrodites Dild0: Whats done is done, and.... goodbye....
ataris rule890: goodbye
ataris rule890: ....