November
First.. my life doesn't hurt as much as I am going to say it does.
My life hurts, I don't know what I want out of anything and I feel like I am either wasting my time or other peoples. I really miss Casey and Britt. They were my stability. But Britt moved to New Mexico, Casey to California and I moved to RADFORD?! Don't get me wrong I like being here, but there are so many places I would rather be and I could so easily be there, yet, I am STUCK ( literally ) here. I don't even know why I get like this somedays. I am seriously happy but unhappy at the sametime. I loved last night with Steph and Via when we were just going around campus being stupid. Nights like that, the little things, make me want to be here, so I am assuming I need more nights/times like that.
My life hurts, I don't know what I want out of anything and I feel like I am either wasting my time or other peoples. I really miss Casey and Britt. They were my stability. But Britt moved to New Mexico, Casey to California and I moved to RADFORD?! Don't get me wrong I like being here, but there are so many places I would rather be and I could so easily be there, yet, I am STUCK ( literally ) here. I don't even know why I get like this somedays. I am seriously happy but unhappy at the sametime. I loved last night with Steph and Via when we were just going around campus being stupid. Nights like that, the little things, make me want to be here, so I am assuming I need more nights/times like that.