Weekend Update.
Though it's no longer the weekend according to the calendar, I have yet to fall asleep so it's still Sunday for me. For the last two weeks I've been listening to She Wants Revenge. In particular their two most recently released albums. This is Forever. Save Your Soul. It's beautiful. It's beautiful but it's destructive. When I'm listening to it, I'm in another place. It's cold and desolate. It's a place where I can't be found, where I can let my guard down, but every time I let myself become vulnerable I tear myself down. There's been several occasions while I've been at work and if not for the people around me I'd have fallen to my knees weeping, wailing.
I'm going to bed now. I have to get up at 5:30.
I'm going to bed now. I have to get up at 5:30.