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Tucson has been amazing.
I wish I could stay here for a couple more weeks.
There are some people I wish I could spend more time with.
I am scared to go.
I dunno, it has felt like nothing has really changed, and what if the next time I come out here everything is different. That's probably a really stupid thing to think about, but still.
In about two weeks, it will be the one year anniversary of me moving. Aye. A fucking year, what the shit is that. This past year has felt so fast, but productive I guess. It's weird to really look back and see how my life has changed; how I have changed. It really puts my head in a tizzy to try and verbalize, or really even think about what I have learned about the nature of people and whatnot since my moves. Moving to two different coasts in one year really shows you how similar everyone is. But it tends to kind of makes you question the permanence and sincerity of a lot of people,and makes you value the genuineness of others. It's just really difficult to differentiate the two. These are just some very incomplete thoughts, i'll get back to this later.
Hm.
I hope everyone had a great New Years<3
I wish I could stay here for a couple more weeks.
There are some people I wish I could spend more time with.
I am scared to go.
I dunno, it has felt like nothing has really changed, and what if the next time I come out here everything is different. That's probably a really stupid thing to think about, but still.
In about two weeks, it will be the one year anniversary of me moving. Aye. A fucking year, what the shit is that. This past year has felt so fast, but productive I guess. It's weird to really look back and see how my life has changed; how I have changed. It really puts my head in a tizzy to try and verbalize, or really even think about what I have learned about the nature of people and whatnot since my moves. Moving to two different coasts in one year really shows you how similar everyone is. But it tends to kind of makes you question the permanence and sincerity of a lot of people,and makes you value the genuineness of others. It's just really difficult to differentiate the two. These are just some very incomplete thoughts, i'll get back to this later.
Hm.
I hope everyone had a great New Years<3