Another dream, bad
This dream was a lot worse than the last. Melissa was with another guy who was obviously in wayyyy better shape than me, but was also a douchey red neck. During this dream I ended up interacting with he via the phone the entire time. In the end, she tells me that we were together for long enough but after me being gone from D.C. for so long, the love just faded and now she is happy with this new guy.
It gives me a new theory on dreams. Well, it is not new per se, but I think that dreams are a defense mechanism. My mind is emotionally preparing me for that day when Melissa DOES start dating someone else. All of these dreams I am having are just scenarios to mentally prepare myself.
I just have to accept that the greatest peson to ever impact my life is gone now, and life from now on will be sub standard to the life I could have lead if I treated her better.
It gives me a new theory on dreams. Well, it is not new per se, but I think that dreams are a defense mechanism. My mind is emotionally preparing me for that day when Melissa DOES start dating someone else. All of these dreams I am having are just scenarios to mentally prepare myself.
I just have to accept that the greatest peson to ever impact my life is gone now, and life from now on will be sub standard to the life I could have lead if I treated her better.