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I don't think my brother quite realizes how badly him borrowing all that money from me has screwed me over. Never again am I loaning him money. And once he starts to get money inflowing I'm not allowing him to buy anything until he pays me back. It has really stressed me out during my 'relaxation' time. The time after I finish my exams and start working at that mill, that 2-3 weeks in April is supposed to be my 'do nothing, hang out with my friends, relax, spend some money I've had saved up' time. Instead it's my 'sorry I can't go out because I don't have any money to do anything', or 'sorry credit card company, I don't have any money to give you' time. Plus the price of gas is disgusting... I had been in a good mood until just tonight. Now I'm getting stressed out... Our band's shows have gone well, although both have had small turnouts. I'm hoping that the show we're organizing for Saturday brings more people out. I'm just hoping that friends who say 'yeah, I'll definitely be there' will show up this time. I have a small group of friends who really support me in my band, and I appreciate it more than they know, and normally I wouldn't be forcing anyone to come, but we just really need to make sure these bands get paid, and I have no idea how to get the word out to more people.... We shall see how it goes.