Jun 22, 2005 00:47
Just to give everyone a heads up, this is another depressing LJ.Why? Because thats how I feel most of the time.
"Lie to me, convince me that I've been sick forever, and all of this will make sense when I am better"
"And if I bleed, I bleed knowing you don't care...Even though I'm the sacrifice, you won't try for me, not now." Isn't it sad that those lines applied to my "best friend" while I was in Iraq?
"Isn't something missing?" Do you notice that I'm not there? Does it matter?
It all seems so long ago, but the pain and confusion grow everyday. When am I going to be me again? Am I me anymore?