Simply put
Frankly? I hate being alive.
I hate having to eat every few hours and sleep every night. I hate having to breathe a specific gas mixture every couple of seconds just to keep my body going. I hate having responsibilities and obligations to attend to every day. I hate interacting with human society. I hate talking and working and waking up in the morning. That's why I spend three-quarters of my life living in one escapist fantasy or another. It's why I play my video games, write my stories, stay up all night and sleep all day.
The nighttime is a different world. There's no light, no sound; it's like nothing exists but me and my thoughts and infinite peace. I need that. I need that guaranteed solitude. So screw your sense of normalcy, I'm staying up late.
I hate having to eat every few hours and sleep every night. I hate having to breathe a specific gas mixture every couple of seconds just to keep my body going. I hate having responsibilities and obligations to attend to every day. I hate interacting with human society. I hate talking and working and waking up in the morning. That's why I spend three-quarters of my life living in one escapist fantasy or another. It's why I play my video games, write my stories, stay up all night and sleep all day.
The nighttime is a different world. There's no light, no sound; it's like nothing exists but me and my thoughts and infinite peace. I need that. I need that guaranteed solitude. So screw your sense of normalcy, I'm staying up late.